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paradisa2013-02-13 01:55 pm
pompous_today) wrote in paradisa2013-02-13 01:55 pm
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12. When you're dreaming with a broken heart/Giving up is the hardest part
[River Tam]
It has been six months since I was last able to see you and hold you, meimei, and now I'm finding myself writing something to you I am not sure you will ever be able to see to try and get some of my feelings out of my system. I miss you so much it is sometimes like a constant ache in my heart, and knowing how Lucrezia must be feeling after losing her brother makes me feel it even more acutely.
I wish you were here. Or that I was back home. I want to be with you to protect you like I should be doing, as your only family and your guardian. I believe what the Doctor said about time being frozen back home, way back when I first arrived, but that does not make our separation any easier. You were my main purpose in life, and somehow it doesn't feel right trying to move on and find another purpose until you arrive or until I can leave.
I love you. More deeply than I can convey.
[/River Tam]
I believe I am going to take a cue from Katniss and be scarce until this holiday is over. My significant other is still back home, and, well... enjoying myself on a holiday dedicated to love and romance without her here just doesn't feel right. I also do not trust the castle to not pull some sort of prank on us all.
It has been six months since I was last able to see you and hold you, meimei, and now I'm finding myself writing something to you I am not sure you will ever be able to see to try and get some of my feelings out of my system. I miss you so much it is sometimes like a constant ache in my heart, and knowing how Lucrezia must be feeling after losing her brother makes me feel it even more acutely.
I wish you were here. Or that I was back home. I want to be with you to protect you like I should be doing, as your only family and your guardian. I believe what the Doctor said about time being frozen back home, way back when I first arrived, but that does not make our separation any easier. You were my main purpose in life, and somehow it doesn't feel right trying to move on and find another purpose until you arrive or until I can leave.
I love you. More deeply than I can convey.
[/River Tam]
I believe I am going to take a cue from Katniss and be scarce until this holiday is over. My significant other is still back home, and, well... enjoying myself on a holiday dedicated to love and romance without her here just doesn't feel right. I also do not trust the castle to not pull some sort of prank on us all.