[She reaches forward to shove him again, more angry than she's been in a long time. ] I saved your life and then you dismissed me.
[And all of a sudden it's the Director standing there in front of her, not him, and that near-insanity level of rage snaps.] I wish you'd died instead of her. I wish you'd gone to war instead of her--
[She wishes for a lot of things these days, but they're all beyond the Castle's ability. She wishes Tex hadn't ever shown up. She wishes Maine hadn't taken that bullet for her. She wishes she'd been able to save CT.
She wishes that she'd have been good enough just once.] I wish you'd just said goodbye. You could say it to me but not to her?! You never even looked for me. You wanted me dead so you could have her again.
[She reaches out to try and shove him again, her face a mess of anger and now the beginnings of tears. She's gone. She's just gone.] I wish you'd died instead of Allison.
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[And all of a sudden it's the Director standing there in front of her, not him, and that near-insanity level of rage snaps.] I wish you'd died instead of her. I wish you'd gone to war instead of her--
[She wishes for a lot of things these days, but they're all beyond the Castle's ability. She wishes Tex hadn't ever shown up. She wishes Maine hadn't taken that bullet for her. She wishes she'd been able to save CT.
She wishes that she'd have been good enough just once.] I wish you'd just said goodbye. You could say it to me but not to her?! You never even looked for me. You wanted me dead so you could have her again.
[She reaches out to try and shove him again, her face a mess of anger and now the beginnings of tears. She's gone. She's just gone.] I wish you'd died instead of Allison.