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paradisa2014-03-15 02:55 pm
both_neither) wrote in paradisa2014-03-15 02:55 pm
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[Going to the gun range is always a decent way to kill time and clear his head from time to time, and even occasionally blow off steam. Thankfully, that didn't happen too much, but even the even-tempered Gren needed to shoot something now and then.
Today his aim is just recreation, but minutes after arriving, he realizes something is very very wrong. What normally feels almost as natural as breathing becomes an actual struggle. He can't keep hold of the gun at all. The trigger seems to twitch of his grip every time he tries to squeeze it, and when he even manages that, he can only fire wildly off course where his arm used to be deadly accurate.]
What is going on?
[He sets the gun down with a heavy thud, not realizing his journal had fallen open at his feet, as he presses a hand to his face in actual frustration]
-----
[written and filtered to anyone who has gained a second loss or had a loss change]
[Later, once he turns back to his apartment in town, he opens the journal and hesitantly writes a message]
To anyone that has ever gotten a different loss, what prompted the change for you? How did you know anything was different?
Because I think I might have a second one, but I'm not sure why. Got knocked out for a few weeks, but I didn't die. Not sure if the castle would punish me for something it made happen in the first place.
I just need to make sense of this.
Today his aim is just recreation, but minutes after arriving, he realizes something is very very wrong. What normally feels almost as natural as breathing becomes an actual struggle. He can't keep hold of the gun at all. The trigger seems to twitch of his grip every time he tries to squeeze it, and when he even manages that, he can only fire wildly off course where his arm used to be deadly accurate.]
What is going on?
[He sets the gun down with a heavy thud, not realizing his journal had fallen open at his feet, as he presses a hand to his face in actual frustration]
-----
[written and filtered to anyone who has gained a second loss or had a loss change]
[Later, once he turns back to his apartment in town, he opens the journal and hesitantly writes a message]
To anyone that has ever gotten a different loss, what prompted the change for you? How did you know anything was different?
Because I think I might have a second one, but I'm not sure why. Got knocked out for a few weeks, but I didn't die. Not sure if the castle would punish me for something it made happen in the first place.
I just need to make sense of this.