❀ fifty-one unicorn statues for my desk

[iamdamnloyal]

[Harmony has decided that she wants to help people. It was her path a long time ago. At least, she thinks it was, but either way - she's made up her mind. Helping people is what Dr. Lance Sweets did, and it was what Angel and Cordelia did. Even Cupid did it to an extent. A slightly backwards extent, but still - his intentions were good. She's already figured out what to do with Dr. Sweets' old office, but she wants to just start everyone off on the same page. The same journal page, so to speak.]

You know what we don't ever do? We don't use the fact that the journal can make us all anonymous at any point that we want. It's a magic book and we all put down everything that we want to say to other people, but what about the things we never want to say?

We can just use the journal and we can clear the air.

We can have a fresh start, a real one - not just a fresh start because the journal gave us blank books.

It's been two months since Dr. Sweets left and I miss him more and more every day, but he would want us all to do this. He'd want us to express the things we can't say to other people. I want to help. I'm not a doctor like Lance and I'm not really someone that everyone knows either. You might not even know who I am now, even though I'm talking to the journal.

But I do want to help. [She takes a breath and exhales it.] So, I'm going to start. I'm going to say ten things to ten people. They might not even be in the castle anymore, but I need to say them. I need to get them out of me, because every time I start to think about it, they just... well, they impact me.

If you want to do this, you can do it here. You can put all those feelings right in this journal entry. You can do it anonymously or you can do it yourself. Just get them out. What's that saying? Out with the old and in with the new? I think it's about time that it's out with the bad and make room for the good. Maybe someone will read this and they'll feel the same way. Maybe you finally letting something out will help someone else. Maybe they feel the same way or they understand and haven't been able to tell you either.

I just don't think letting all those feelings stay stuck inside of you can be good.


(ooc: Yes. This is an IC meme that will have actual impact IN-GAME. Recently there was discussion on Plurk about this, I decided to test it out.)