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I think I would have come home to a surprise, or maybe just a cake Dawn made with the help of Will and Tara. Anya probably would have made some comment about how terrible it looked before saying it tasted great because of a disapproving look Xander and everyone else in the room would give her. We'd probably watch a movie or play a board game, and then afterwards, we'd talk and make jokes. For a moment I'd feel like I was normal--like this is the lifestyle I... We should have grown up with.
Do birthdays even matter here? No point in celebrating getting a year older if that's not something that happens here.
I feel like every time I find myself settling down or getting into a routine this place slips something or teleports us somewhere to get me all wound up again. I had a good set schedule at home. Even if it involved getting my kid sister off to school durning the morning and staking vamps at night, at least it was reliable. [ She may or may not be serious about that last statement. ] Lesson learned, Paradisa: Don't get comfortable.
Here's to new beginnings and taking chances and all that stuff.
I think I would have come home to a surprise, or maybe just a cake Dawn made with the help of Will and Tara. Anya probably would have made some comment about how terrible it looked before saying it tasted great because of a disapproving look Xander and everyone else in the room would give her. We'd probably watch a movie or play a board game, and then afterwards, we'd talk and make jokes. For a moment I'd feel like I was normal--like this is the lifestyle I... We should have grown up with.
Do birthdays even matter here? No point in celebrating getting a year older if that's not something that happens here.
I feel like every time I find myself settling down or getting into a routine this place slips something or teleports us somewhere to get me all wound up again. I had a good set schedule at home. Even if it involved getting my kid sister off to school durning the morning and staking vamps at night, at least it was reliable. [ She may or may not be serious about that last statement. ] Lesson learned, Paradisa: Don't get comfortable.
Here's to new beginnings and taking chances and all that stuff.