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Spike Spiegel ([personal profile] gottaknockhard) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2012-05-07 10:20 pm
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[As usual, Spike had kept his suspicions to himself. It was easy enough to do; the castle seemed hellbent on distracting him from everything that matters, and he was content enough to let it. But he could feel the change as the days passed without hearing from her. Then when he returned from yet another strange dream, slowly but surely, the truth settled in.

For a while he avoided that obvious conclusion. They'd been the same in that respect. As much as he pretended to be hopeful, there was always an unspoken understanding of the inevitable between the two of them. Every botched second chance only drove the point home. A constant reminder of how history is never erased, it only finds new ways of repeating itself.

In reality, Spike knew the room would be empty before he ever reached her door.

Just like that.

In his own selfish mind, he imagined that he deserved this. Reaching back, he could barely remember a time when she seemed happy. Maybe once. The holes in his head dug deeper, and any further reflection only signified how little he'd done to correct his mistakes.

There wasn't much to be done about it now. And he could go along with it, do nothing, which he supposed was what was expected of him. Mourn the woman he never really knew, and wait for the cycle to come around again. If it ever did. Or he could make a last ditch effort...

He smoked a pack of cigarettes and finished off a fifth of whiskey in her name. Then he thought better of it and opened the journal one more time.]


(Gren)

[If Gren hadn't suspected he'd hear from him again after what he saw -- after what was paraded in front of him -- he should have been better prepared.]

Meet me in the center of town. [Then, tersely:] It's about Julia.

---


(Vicious)

[Spike doesn't know what Vicious has been plotting, or if he's just been biding his time. Either way, he doesn't have the patience for it anymore.]

I'm starting to think you've moved on. Can't catch up with an old friend?



ooc: Totally open to action, either in the castle halls or on his way to town, but just a little note that the end of this has been plotted out beforehand. (Brace for some really epic stupidity;;)
nothingtobelieve: (:|)

Spike

[personal profile] nothingtobelieve 2012-05-08 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[He's been waiting for this, on and off, since his arrival. He's only surprised it took him this long.]

I've been busy. What is it?

[Flippant, and calculated to annoy.]
both_neither: (hips don't lie)

action

[personal profile] both_neither 2012-05-08 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, he'd suspected this. In fact, he'd been anticipating some kind of confrontation ever since Vicious arrived. Even not knowing the entire story of what bound the three, he'd inferred enough to know it might not be pretty when one or all of them decided to stop avoiding the situation. It was one of the reasons he'd found a place in town.

He might have considered ignoring this summons, but he liked Julia enough that if something had happened to her, he should at least try to hear Spike out. But that didn't mean he'd go in unarmed. Because if it was just about her, Spike would have just said it over the journal.

Gren arrives eventually, hands in his pockets, glancing around as he nears the fountain for signs of Spike.
]

Edited 2012-05-08 02:47 (UTC)
ectobabble: (Default)

like I'd miss this

[personal profile] ectobabble 2012-05-08 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Ray's on his way back down to the basement from the library, looking to put the last of the work in on one of his projects, when he spots his buddy and gives him his usual sunny smile and wave]

Hey, Spike!
nothingtobelieve: (profile)

Spike

[personal profile] nothingtobelieve 2012-05-08 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
You want to talk?

[He knows very well that's not what Spike wants, but...]
both_neither: (Default)

[personal profile] both_neither 2012-05-09 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[As annoying as everything had been, what had happened had actually served to strengthen whatever alliance that had formed between him and Vicious. That it had been made public to Spike was unfortunate, but in the end the decision was his to make. Spike was a footnote at the end of his life - a relative blip to the massive swath that was Vicious' influence - for good or ill.

Gren's demeanor was as casual as friendly as ever, though the hands that settled on his hips were within easy reach of the pistol stored against the small of his back.
]

Is it really?
nothingtobelieve: (profile)

Spike

[personal profile] nothingtobelieve 2012-05-09 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
You seem very motivated. I wonder why.

[He may give him what he wants, eventually, but not without making him work for it.]
ectobabble: (IAWTC)

[personal profile] ectobabble 2012-05-09 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, it's going pretty well! Kinda busy, but what else is new? There's always something to do, around here. How about you, what're you up to today?
nothingtobelieve: (veiled smile)

Spike

[personal profile] nothingtobelieve 2012-05-09 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
And if I'm not interested?

[He prefers confrontation on his terms, after all.]
nothingtobelieve: (serpent's fangs)

Spike

[personal profile] nothingtobelieve 2012-05-09 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Would it really be so simple?

[That chuckle suggests that he doubts it.]
nothingtobelieve: (interested)

Spike

[personal profile] nothingtobelieve 2012-05-09 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Will you.

[Sounds like a threat, if not a very specific one.]
nothingtobelieve: (displeased)

Spike

[personal profile] nothingtobelieve 2012-05-10 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
You might be surprised.

[But he is. Not Pleased. By that implication.]
onlyanapple: (Headtilt)

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2012-05-10 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Crowley is lounging as usual in the lobby when he catches sight of Spike. He arches a brow because...well;]

You look like hell.
luckyvalentine: (No hurry)

[personal profile] luckyvalentine 2012-05-10 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[she really tries to tell herself that she's worrying for nothing. She sees Spike at a distance at first, but there are bells that she doesn't like ringing in her head almost immediately. She tries to tell herself that it's fine, she jumps to paranoid conclusions so easily sometimes...


...But then the distance between them really starts to close, and that something that was slowly sinking inside of her drops a little bit. It's in the way he's moving, the way that it seems like--even from this far away--he's already found some trouble on the way to wherever he's heading. It feels the sort of familiar that she really hates, and she immediately decides that she should maybe interrupt him before he gets wherever he's trying to go]


Hey! [giving him a wave]

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