You are right, of course. There is little point in thinking of it overmuch.

[But she sighs. And decides to be surprisingly open. Feel special, Rin.]

Leaving aside the matters of age and mortality, what troubles me most is Celeborn.

I love him, you know. I miss him still, even if I do not often speak of it. The thought of doing him so great an injury- [She cuts herself off and falls silent for a time.]

Perhaps, in this other world, we were never wed. I may hope, at least.