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paradisa2012-06-09 01:53 pm
psych0p0mps) wrote in paradisa2012-06-09 01:53 pm
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♈ Aradia: Experience companion's lament.
[So he really is gone. The Doctor wasn't just sucked into a mirror or whatever the hell happened to all those other people. She checked the graveyard - he didn't die. She checked his door - but it's only Five's door now. (Doesn't help that Five forgot all about her, too.)
Maybe he's gone home, back to his adventures through time and space. Or maybe he's been taken somewhere else on this planet and forgotten who he is. She half wonders if this is what it's like to know him in his own universe. To know him, to make plans that involved him - because she'd been hoping he would come to Lastlook with her - and then for him to disappear, maybe forever.
She's not sure what she's feeling. Sad? Angry? Abandoned? He wasn't the first good friend to be taken away from her. But with Sollux and Ted gone, she isn't even sure who to talk to anymore. And worse yet, she knows that this is all being done to her for a reason. Getting attached and feeling bad - it just fuels the enemy, and that pisses her off even more.]
[Filtered to Cair Paradisa]
hows dinner you bastard
is my loneliness salty enough for you
can i get you a side of grub sauce with that
[Sigh. But ranting's counterproductive, it's all useless. It's not going to solve anything. She's got to get these feelings out somehow or other, and in the absence of both a moirail and a good pile to lay in, the best option she can think of... is violence.]
[Filtered to Ezio]
meet me in the gardens in ten minutes
come armed
Maybe he's gone home, back to his adventures through time and space. Or maybe he's been taken somewhere else on this planet and forgotten who he is. She half wonders if this is what it's like to know him in his own universe. To know him, to make plans that involved him - because she'd been hoping he would come to Lastlook with her - and then for him to disappear, maybe forever.
She's not sure what she's feeling. Sad? Angry? Abandoned? He wasn't the first good friend to be taken away from her. But with Sollux and Ted gone, she isn't even sure who to talk to anymore. And worse yet, she knows that this is all being done to her for a reason. Getting attached and feeling bad - it just fuels the enemy, and that pisses her off even more.]
[Filtered to Cair Paradisa]
hows dinner you bastard
is my loneliness salty enough for you
can i get you a side of grub sauce with that
[Sigh. But ranting's counterproductive, it's all useless. It's not going to solve anything. She's got to get these feelings out somehow or other, and in the absence of both a moirail and a good pile to lay in, the best option she can think of... is violence.]
[Filtered to Ezio]
meet me in the gardens in ten minutes
come armed