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----- Lucrezia -----
[He's supposed to be a changed man. Supposed to be.
As much as he would like to say his commitment to Lana is wholehearted, it's hard to break old habits, especially when his "habits" have spanned half of his life. Even if he hasn't purposefully broken his promise to Lana, it's hard to deny that there's still a part of him that isn't done being a womanizing scoundrel. He likes the attention too much, and the affection, and the companionship.
While he adores Lana and wants to do right by her, he's also tired of spending so much time meeting his own "needs"... not that he blames her, but after a year of booty calls, weekend marathons, copious amounts of exploration, and a lot of personal boundaries pushed, it's a little strange to go from the wildest year of his life to celibacy in a dedicated relationship, even if most of his ladies were understanding.
All of that would be bearable if it weren't for Lucrezia nipping at his heels.
He spends plenty of hours hemming and hawing over his previous encounter with her, and then he gets up and heads down the stairs of their tower, from his room to hers. He knocks, tersely.]
Lucrezia.
[He's supposed to be a changed man. Supposed to be.
As much as he would like to say his commitment to Lana is wholehearted, it's hard to break old habits, especially when his "habits" have spanned half of his life. Even if he hasn't purposefully broken his promise to Lana, it's hard to deny that there's still a part of him that isn't done being a womanizing scoundrel. He likes the attention too much, and the affection, and the companionship.
While he adores Lana and wants to do right by her, he's also tired of spending so much time meeting his own "needs"... not that he blames her, but after a year of booty calls, weekend marathons, copious amounts of exploration, and a lot of personal boundaries pushed, it's a little strange to go from the wildest year of his life to celibacy in a dedicated relationship, even if most of his ladies were understanding.
All of that would be bearable if it weren't for Lucrezia nipping at his heels.
He spends plenty of hours hemming and hawing over his previous encounter with her, and then he gets up and heads down the stairs of their tower, from his room to hers. He knocks, tersely.]
Lucrezia.