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Spike Spiegel ([personal profile] gottaknockhard) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2013-01-26 09:05 am
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62; action/dictated

[Cold. Spike hadn't considered the weather when he made the decision to spend his morning working on the zipcraft. It had been put on the back burner shortly after he'd flown it through a wall and eventually transported it outside Brock's cabin. Of course he remembers now that he's trying to use the engine to warm his hands; he was going to wait until Spring before continuing that particular project, but recent events had Spike too anxious to do something (anything) normal. Even if it's something that he never had much of a knack for. Wouldn't surprise him if Brock had made more progress on the Redtail when he looked it over, and he's never even been in a spaceship. -- Still, it was his only idea, so he's sticking to it.

This isn't how ordinary people survive, and that thing with the mirror drove the point home. It happens again whenever he stops by the castle. Over and over, it's the same insane bullshit that he's getting clumsier at avoiding. And maybe there's a part of him that welcomes insanity. A place without blame or guilt. Where the past doesn't matter. If he thinks of it that way, it's not so bad.

They've all lost their sense of place in the world...

Annie's voice comes to him as clear as a bell, but everything that follows is immediately swallowed in haze. Were those her last words? Spike draws his hand back with a sudden jerk, and sparks fly out as the engine dies again.]
--Dammit.

[No. He was wrong. This is really getting old.]

---

( Faye )

[Sometime later, after the noise coming out of the engine sounds less immediately suspicious, he bites the bullet. He'll feel better when it isn't hanging over his head anymore.]

Back from your vacation?

---

[Distant music filters in from the open journal. Not the kind of music you'd expect to hear from someone from the distant future. Old fashioned jazz. He's had it playing since he started working on the zipcraft, and now that he's done and waiting, he can actually sit back and enjoy it.]

They say the music you listen to says a lot about you.

[Mostly, it points to who has taste and who doesn't. Which can be a hard thing to come by.]

I wonder if they've got a club around here.


ooc: open to action and over the journal
bronwe: (& / hide)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-01 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Old or not, it seems terribly exciting to be out among the stars. He imagines them like jewels floating in space, bright and beautiful. ]

Uncle Bilbo, my cousin actually. He told me all the stars and helped me remember all the names. The ones here seems different, unless I have forgotten everything he taught me...
bronwe: (& / underhill)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-02 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Frodo thought going on an adventure would be most exciting too, until he had one for himself. ]

Did you ever have a favorite one?
bronwe: (& / cornfields)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-02 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He pauses a moment, wondering if that's a strange question to ask. The other hobbits would surely think so. ]

If you have any, that is, there are so many...
bronwe: (& / sense)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-02 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Since he has none... Frodo decides to volunteer one, taking a seat now on the grass since he sees little reason to go elsewhere. ]

We have EƤrendil's star, which isn't a star at all but one of the great jewels Silmaril. At least, that was what my cousin told me. The elves call it Gil-Estel, star of high hope.
bronwe: (& / hero)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-02 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Can you? Because it is called hope?
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[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-02 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Frodo is quiet for a while, watching Spike and considering what would be wise to share or to keep to himself. ]

I was on a hard journey before this. My dearest friend and I. The road was difficult for us and we were so tired, and we were lost. But then, all of sudden, some of the clouds above us cleared and for the briefest moment we could see the stars.

Still beautiful and greater than both the night and our griefs.
bronwe: (& / boat)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-02 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
They were gone much too soon.

[ And almost snuffed out all hope with their departure too. ]

We will find our way eventually. We must.
bronwe: (& / little)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-03 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. Somehow.

[ He can't think about these things too hard or he starts seeing the impossibility. ]
bronwe: (& / took)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-04 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He lets the silence linger, watching the ground beside his legs. ]

May I stay here? I can be quiet.
bronwe: (& / took)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-06 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, yes. Only until it gets too dark.

[ Then he'll go find his way back. The forest here seems free of anything sinister. ]
bronwe: (& / choice)

yum carrots

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-06 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh. Oh, is he going to stop working now? Frodo starts getting back up on his feet. ]

I might have taken too much of your time...
bronwe: (& / right)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-07 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
All right. [ He'll just plop back down on his butt then. ]

I can wait.
bronwe: (& / little)

[personal profile] bronwe 2013-03-15 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Frodo is content to wait, for his part. He likes quiet company, finds he misses the sound of Sam tinkering around Bag End while he only sat and smoked and thought of faraway places.

He feels tired though, even if that was a relatively short walk, and soon he starts nodding to sleep. ]

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