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[littlesoul]

[She's bloody, of course she's bloody. Her hands, her feet, her face. She's blood soaked and burning with a displeasure that says she is not pleased at all with this.]

[She writes the entry with the bloody dripping from her fingertips, so it may come out a it smeared but the sentiment is there all the same.]

Blood isn't scary, neither is ink, ash or old lipstick. Don't be afraid, don't let it win. We all ache inside for something, all mourn the mistakes we made.

But

[her hands start shaking a little as she thinks of her own regents, her own mistakes.]

But we are meant to learn. To grow out of what they taught us. We are more than our mistakes, we are triumphs and blood and love and hate and vengeance and passion.

\We are not defined b our stains.

Comments

[panicswitched]

[ well that's... a unique way of looking at it. and y'know, if her mistakes hadn't ended so horribly, she might be more willing to think like that too. ]

Nice way of putting it.

[littlesoul]

[Her mistakes didn't exactly end well either but she's trying.]

Everything is regret, everything is sadness and frustration. It's something to help get through the day.

[panicswitched]

Could be worse, I guess. At least there is a day here.

[ and she's not y'know, a pile of ash and energy somewhere. ]

[littlesoul]

Sunshine can go a long way.

[panicswitched]

Better than clouds, right?

[littlesoul]

Clouds bring the rain. I like the rain. I like the sound it makes.

But Sunshine and a lear sky means it's a goo day for flying.

[panicswitched]

Do you do a lot of flying?

[littlesoul]

Used to. Lived on a ship, I was learning how to love her.

[panicswitched]

Wow. Bet that was interesting.

[ she's trying to imagine a ship that flies, but it's admittedly a little weird. ]

[littlesoul]

It was. Flew through the black and saw the stars. I miss it.

[panicswitched]

Maybe you'll go back to it.

[ she wouldn't be surprised. it may not be what she wants for herself but who's to say it can't or shouldn't happen to anyone else? ]

[littlesoul]

Maybe. If I'm lucky.