♈ Aradia: Go up. [written / open for action also]

[psych0p0mps]

[The time is close to sunset. The place: Tokyo Tower. Thanks to her fancy credit card, Aradia managed to get to the upper observation deck before it closes for the night. It boggles the mind how crowded it is, though. She decides to write an entry rather than try to talk over all the other tourists.]

[filtered to people who have lived in paradisa for two or more earth years]

i dont know whats a good way to put this so i guess ill just be as frank as possible
lately ive been feeling sort of burned out
like i still hate all the castles stupid bullshit but when something in particular happens i cant get myself particularly excited or angry about it
its been more like a haze of constant annoyance
i mean heck a couple days ago i woke up a different species and i didnt even care
so i suppose what im getting at is
if you can read this youve all been here at least as long as i have
have you ever experienced similar ennui
and if so how do you make it go away

[... on a whim, she adds another filter.]

[rin asano]

i dont know if youre even going to get this message wherever youre at
but if you do uh
hi
how are things

[unfiltered]

ok so i glanced at a copy of the nostos map and it doesnt look like tokyo is marked anywhere
so either were not on the same continent or its just not marked
really we could be anywhere

anyway i went up to the top of the big red tower but i couldnt see any landmarks i recognized
the city pretty much goes to the horizon every way you look
i hope this update was as unhelpful for you as it was for me :I

...
the view isnt bad though with all the lights coming on
pretty impressive actually
if you dont have anything better to do some night it might be worth a look
anyway yeah i think ill just stay here till they kick me out
then i dont know what
maybe shopping
heh ignore me im just talking to myself

((ooc: open for action at or near Tokyo Tower! feel free to run into her. she looks like this, jsyk.))

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[mal_addict]

I get that feeling a lot. Sometimes, I just wish it would give up and send me home.

[psych0p0mps]

it really does suck :T
is there anything you normally do to make it more bearable though

[mal_addict]

Talk to people. Find someone that matters to you, and cling to them. Hope the castle never takes them away.

[Like it has to so many people for her]

[psych0p0mps]

and when it does
try not to forget them

[mal_addict]

Exactly that.