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[ By now, people who know her are probably familiar with her fancy pants handwriting. For others, all of this is written in an elegant cursive script. ]
This is a loss?
This should not have happened, I made my peace with that a long time ago. How can I be human, when I cannot even remember how to be one anymore? It has been five days and I am still running from sunlight..
I am tired of everything changing and of people leaving. No matter what happens everyone always leaves me; either by choice or because I outlive them back home. This is why he told me to stay away. In the end, I will always have to say goodbye.
Even to him.
[ There's a soft noise as she sets her pen down, followed by a sigh. She's talking to herself with this next bit, but the journal picks it up before she closes it. There's pain there but mostly? She sounds exhausted -- and she is. ] It would be easier if I listened to him, but I.. can't.
[ By now, people who know her are probably familiar with her fancy pants handwriting. For others, all of this is written in an elegant cursive script. ]
This is a loss?
This should not have happened, I made my peace with that a long time ago. How can I be human, when I cannot even remember how to be one anymore? It has been five days and I am still running from sunlight..
I am tired of everything changing and of people leaving. No matter what happens everyone always leaves me; either by choice or because I outlive them back home. This is why he told me to stay away. In the end, I will always have to say goodbye.
Even to him.
[ There's a soft noise as she sets her pen down, followed by a sigh. She's talking to herself with this next bit, but the journal picks it up before she closes it. There's pain there but mostly? She sounds exhausted -- and she is. ] It would be easier if I listened to him, but I.. can't.

-Broken- Abby
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dictated;
no subject
[He knows when he shouldn't be reading something... he also knows when mentioning that he read it would be worse than pretending he never saw it. Even if what she just wrote is all too familiar.]
(Broken) This person
I realize it is likely that you did not intend to share this. However, if you should ever wish to discuss the matter with one who knows it well, I will lend an ear.
--Galadriel
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