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Twenty Two Spoons {Written, Backdated to earlier this morning}
{(BROKEN) Filtered to: Dirk Strider}
Hello, Dirk.
How are you doing? Well, I hope.
You must hate me for how I
I don’t blame you because I hate me too
I know we’re…not. And that you’ll most definitely ignore this.
I don’t even know why I bothered to filter it to you, I should’ve just made it private.
But I digress.
I wanted to say…that you were right about everything.
I have sat, and thought, and accepted that I am a coward when it comes to telling the truth about my emotions. And I only have myself to blame when it causes everyone grief.
But I cannot accept staying that way. I’ll just keep hurting the friends I have left.
That is the problem, right? I can’t own up to anything I feel until it’s killing me inside, and then I let it jump out, and it hurts everyone. Well no more!
I’ll tell the truth about everything, and I won’t tiptoe around a single thing no matter how scared I am!
I don’t care if it takes me a thousand years of living in this castle until there is no one else left, and I don’t care if I never earn back your friendship! I shalln’t let anything stop me!!!
Hello, Dirk.
How are you doing? Well, I hope.
I know we’re…not. And that you’ll most definitely ignore this.
I don’t even know why I bothered to filter it to you, I should’ve just made it private.
But I digress.
I wanted to say…that you were right about everything.
I have sat, and thought, and accepted that I am a coward when it comes to telling the truth about my emotions. And I only have myself to blame when it causes everyone grief.
But I cannot accept staying that way. I’ll just keep hurting the friends I have left.
That is the problem, right? I can’t own up to anything I feel until it’s killing me inside, and then I let it jump out, and it hurts everyone. Well no more!
I’ll tell the truth about everything, and I won’t tiptoe around a single thing no matter how scared I am!
I don’t care if it takes me a thousand years of living in this castle until there is no one else left, and I don’t care if I never earn back your friendship! I shalln’t let anything stop me!!!