River Tam (
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paradisa2013-03-13 07:42 pm
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[She's perched on the highest spot she can find in the lobby, her journal clutched against her chest. This isn't anything like she's used to, nothing feels familiar. Her heart is beating hard in her chest and her hands want to start shaking.
Her mind is racing, filled with the thoughts of so many people around her. The night before, she had achieved some kind of calm, she remembered that, but now, with this new, strange turn of events, she's falling again, lost amidst the sea of thoughts around her.
She scribbles in her journal at a feverish pace, the words small and pushed together as she tries to hold back panic.]
Lost.
Lost, lost, lost, lost.
Fell into the black and landed here. Fell and fell and fell until I hit the ground. I can't remember how to get back, too lost to see clearly.
Can someone pick her up again? Can someone put her back where she belongs?
Too loud.
Can't go high enough, can't find a way out, can't find anything that I want.
Ship, she needs a ship again. She needs the sky.
Her mind is racing, filled with the thoughts of so many people around her. The night before, she had achieved some kind of calm, she remembered that, but now, with this new, strange turn of events, she's falling again, lost amidst the sea of thoughts around her.
She scribbles in her journal at a feverish pace, the words small and pushed together as she tries to hold back panic.]
Lost.
Lost, lost, lost, lost.
Fell into the black and landed here. Fell and fell and fell until I hit the ground. I can't remember how to get back, too lost to see clearly.
Can someone pick her up again? Can someone put her back where she belongs?
Too loud.
Can't go high enough, can't find a way out, can't find anything that I want.
Ship, she needs a ship again. She needs the sky.
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[ She lifts her hand to point at a small cluster of stars in the southwest corner of the sky. ]
Tadpoles.
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The verse is just a sea of black and we're riding through the waves.
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[ She'll just nudge River softly, smiling. ]
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[ This.. is nicer than she would have realized before. Never has Jade come up to really study Paradisa's stars. ]
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The tadpoles send their messages to everything that will listen. They are very chatty.
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[ Jade has decided that she likes to listen to River talk. ]
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