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----- Cesare Borgia -----
I fucked your sister and I'd do it again, you miserable shit-stain.

----- Stephanie Brown -----

[Knock knock, baby girl B)]

----- Public but filtered from Lana -----

[Drunk from I've Never? Definitely.]

I've never fucked a princess.

But I'm still young.

[A laugh...]

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...Well, good on you, there. Way to dream for the future

[Seriously, how does a young woman even respond to that?]

[A laugh...]

We all have dreams.

Yeah, but your dream is kind of ... perverse.

[One eyebrow raised.] Just out of curiosity - how is sex with a princess going to be any different than sex with a normal woman?

It won't really... but that is the point of fantasy, hmm? You would not find something special about having sex with someone of importance?

No.

[She's very firm on this.] Sex isn't a game you play, no matter how much some people think it is. It's bad enough people can take away everything else that matters - they aren't taking that from me. Sex matters. It matters who you decide to take into your bed - and not of who they are, but what they are. To me.

[Is he too drunk for serious conversation? Maybe. But he'll try.]

Who said anything about it being a game, or sex taking away something that matters? And what do you mean, "not who they are, but what they are?" Go on, I want to know.

I mean ... like ...I don't know. I always thought you should love the person you sleep with. [She pushed her hair out of her face, feeling her cheeks go red and her voice go a little sharp.] I know, I'm a prude. I've heard it before.

I do think you are a prude. But most prudes just do not understand what it really is, to take a lover. You know? I need not love a woman I take to bed, I may not wish to swear myself to her or commit to her, but that does not mean I will not enjoy our time together. Those of us who are... promiscuous, let us say... we are not that way because we cannot control ourselves. It is because we enjoy the company and pleasures of many people, and many people take pleasure in us. If it is shared and all willing, we do not care for the presence of love.

[Her grey eyes narrow.] How could you risk that? What if you have a child together? What happens? If you don't love the person that you're with ... how do you know that you're safe?

Then shit happens. We don't have "condoms" in my time. The closest thing I know to what people from the 21st century call "safe sex" is to wrap your cock with a linen cloth before going in, and you can trust me when I say most women prefer that you just pull out early. Or you just don't spill seed in a woman. Never heard of sex a tergo? Or sex between the thighs? How about the mouth? You can make love without getting pregnant.

But if a woman chooses to have sex and take a man's seed, and she falls pregnant, that is her choice. She may bear the child, or give it to the church, or use an abortive. All actions have consequences. If you are not ready to bear the potential consequences, then do not act. But do not admonish those who would!

...I'm not from the 21st century. [She's actually not sure what century she's in, except it is far from the future. Of course, even coming from the future you can still be embarassed as hell.]

...I haven't heard of any of those things. I'm a virgin. [And there's an uncomfortable shift.] I'm not admonishing you. I don't care what you do. I just wanted to know what it was like.

Not admonishing me, she says, after telling me how sex is a serious matter for love only! You came in like a lioness but in truth you are only a kitten.

[She huffs quietly, before she bares her teeth at the journal.] Oh, I am all lion. If you're going to call my word, then fine, let's call my word. I'm not judging you. I'm saying I don't understand how you can have sex without love. I am saying I can't, and I am wondering how you risk separating the two. Whether you do, or you do not personally love someone, makes no nevermind to me. If you're seeing a judgement there, then you're seeing it in yourself.

So saying "Sex isn't a game you play, no matter how much some people think it is" is not a judgement? Saying it is a "risk" to separate love from sex is not a judgement? Come now, gattina.

Let me ask you something - just so we're both on the same page with what you think of sex and games, and what I think of sex, and games. Has anyone ever forced you to have sex? Ever? Have you ever used it as leverage, or a way to get something from someone? And when you think game - do you think of it as a way to survive no matter what? Because that's what I mean by not using sex as a game. Because I won't ever use sex as tool to survive. I want to have sex with someone I care about.

[And ... finally, a long breath.] If you weren't talking about it that way -- then I'm sorry. I'm wrong.

[What.]

No, because how can a man be forced? And no, because men are supposed to protect women, not harm them. I'd sooner slit my own throat than rape a woman, and I am offended that you would even ask if I would. I was never talking about committing violence.

[She nodded her head quietly at that.]

You'd be surprised, on both. But ... I apologize for my tone.

It is fine; I will not hold it against you.

If you're going to hold something against me, something stupid that I said would not be uncommon.

Hm?

Trust me, I've got a long history of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. And to the wrong person.

You are young, are you not? You have plenty of time to learn.

Considering what I've been through -- I think I'm living on borrowed time.

[shrug]

If you live to your twenties, odds are you will survive to old age.

...I'm only seventeen.

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