honeytoes: (bitch please)
Gary Sitterson: Technician ID24890 ([personal profile] honeytoes) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2013-05-04 02:01 pm
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4th Elevator (Voice)

[ The events of the past few days have had Gary thinking, what with the earthquake and the chaos that followed. He missed his control room. He missed having the ability to push a button, or flick a switch and have the situation in front of him resolve itself.

However the more he thought about it the more he remembered just how big and vast it was....so many different parts that needed monitoring and cataloguing. So many things that needed to be done to successfully complete the ritual.

And that was the point...the room and the ritual was too big for just one person.

There has to be somebody else in there right? Somebody else to help oversee the entire operation. But why was he drawing a blank when he tried to remember this person?

He could remember everyone else...Dr Amy Lin, Officer Daniel Truman, the boys from accounting. They were like his second family after all. So why was it such a chore trying to remember who helped him with the ritual?

He drums his fingers on the desk before speaking.]


So does anybody here ever feel like...I don't know.

[He tries again.]


Does anybody here ever feel like their memories have been tampered with?

I know it's such a strange concept here in the land on rainbows and lollypops but you don't ask you don't get right?
wolf_of_war: (Sam)

Dictated

[personal profile] wolf_of_war 2013-05-04 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Have a gruff, robotic voice over the journal.]

As I have come to understand them, having one's memories tampered with is one of the more common "losses" people suffer upon entry to Paradisa. It is the type of loss I suffer from, as well.
wolf_of_war: (Transmitting)

[personal profile] wolf_of_war 2013-05-05 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
The price all pay when they are brought here. Paradisa itself extracts this fee from us without our consent. One of the many unexplainable, somewhat unsettling things I have discovered in the few days I have been here.
wolf_of_war: (I was trying to nap)

[personal profile] wolf_of_war 2013-05-05 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Unfortunately, it is never that simple. The price inflicted on us, as evidenced by those who speak of their losses in the journal, is meant to inflict some form of anguish or doubt on us, or possibly to encourage personal growth in spite of them.

It is difficult to know for sure, as Paradisa itself will not comment on the nature of losses, or why they are inflicted on us.
wolf_of_war: (Sam)

[personal profile] wolf_of_war 2013-05-05 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Affirmative. I am known as Bladewolf. My own loss pertains to a conversation I believe I had not long before arriving here. I do not remember the particulars of the conversation any longer.
wolf_of_war: (Muramasa)

[personal profile] wolf_of_war 2013-05-05 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
My primary directive is to pass on all knowledge I have gathered. Though I was designed for use in combat, I was deemed a failure as a prototype, and have since gained autonomy to establish my own directives.
wolf_of_war: (Scouting)

[personal profile] wolf_of_war 2013-05-05 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Something like that, yes. However, my memory is not structured like a Von Neumann computer, having more similarities to a human brain. I had been engaged as reconnaissance assistant before I arrived here, capitalizing on both the stealth field generator built into my frame, as well as my ability to map my surroundings using Soliton radar protocol. Gathering information is a directive carried over from the early days after my creation, where my creators used it as the method to teach me human speech.
courageous_wit: (Serious)

[personal profile] courageous_wit 2013-05-04 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
My memory was tampered with, sir. I can no longer remember my parents.
courageous_wit: (Away)

[personal profile] courageous_wit 2013-05-05 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing at all. Of course I know they existed, but anything about them in particular is gone.
courageous_wit: (Serious)

[personal profile] courageous_wit 2013-05-05 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Memories are the most common price the castle demands, I've noticed.
silentrunning: A cute, chibi Chell holding a companion cube with a cake on top of it. (Default)

[personal profile] silentrunning 2013-05-05 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Chell scrawls a message.]

Sometimes the castle takes memories.
silentrunning: A cute, chibi Chell holding a companion cube with a cake on top of it. (Default)

[personal profile] silentrunning 2013-05-06 01:42 am (UTC)(link)

I agree. It IS a pain in the ass. And yes, that may be your loss.

kungfuwitch: (abwha)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-06 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't, personally, but I've known a lot of people who have. It's a common loss around here.
kungfuwitch: (Alone in my thoughts)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-06 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It's possible to lose memories of events, too, but more often the loss is the memories of a person... or how they're important to you.

[Speaking from personal experience on BOTH counts]
kungfuwitch: (always watching)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-12 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
The castle wouldn't have taken the memories if they weren't important in some way.

[she pauses]

I'm sorry.
kungfuwitch: (devilish angel)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-13 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[She chuckles]

You'd be surprised how many people still do.
kungfuwitch: (really?!)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-13 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[She laughs]

As an advice columnist I'd usually go for something somewhere in the middle of those but I can see where you're coming from. It's probably one of the reasons there are so many bars around here.
kungfuwitch: (really?!)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-20 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[She laughs]

Sounds like a heck of a job. What do you do?
kungfuwitch: (Everything's working out for once)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-23 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[She whistles]

Wow. Impressive.

[Of course it doesn't help that she hasn't had the best of relationships with, uh, ANY FBI people she's met but hey there's always a first time]
kungfuwitch: (patiently optimistic)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-28 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Phoebe Halliwell. [She'll let the "sweetness" comment slide... for now.] And you are?
kungfuwitch: (one fish two fish...)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-05-30 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a pleasure to meet you, too. How long have you been here?
kungfuwitch: (whadaya gonna do?)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-06-07 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[She laughs]

I'm glad I missed that one. I've known Crowley for well over a year, now. Somehow it doesn't surprise me that he'd host that game.

That's not so bad if that's the worst you've seen so far. A month after I got here we were all transported onto pirate ships and I had to help defend the ship from the Navy.
kungfuwitch: (you don't say)

[personal profile] kungfuwitch 2013-06-12 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess you could call it kick-ass. I felt like I had just walked out of an Errol Flynn movie.