jthm: (dear DIEary 2)
jthm ([personal profile] jthm) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2013-05-10 04:54 am
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in and out || WRITTEN

Dear DIEary,

I lost a friend. Not an ally, not an asset, a friend. Though I'm not sure if I should be taking this lightly or if I should be mourning. Either way, the new found silence in the castle is making my mind go into over drive and it is NOT a pleasant experience.

No matter how many rats I stab, or how many birds I shoot to the ground, it's just not the same when someone's not there praising you for it.

I dunno, maybe I'm being spoiled since I was never praised back home...

It's the Devi situation all over again. But this time, I didn't attempt to kill the guy and I'm not attempting to kill myself...yet.

Fuck friendships, DIEary. I thought I was taking a nice step forward, but I'd rather take a step back. Back to a place where everything was peaceful and where I didn't have to worry about being...nice.

This is why I don't make friends.
eat_me_beat_me: (GTFO)

I'm so sorry >.<

[personal profile] eat_me_beat_me 2013-05-09 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Normally she'd write off something like this as freedom of expression and shrug it off. She'd written poems that involve guts being strewn on an alter after all. But there is a time. And a place. And this is NOT it.

She's angry at the world right now and you just made yourself the perfect target for that anger, buddy.]


Fuck you.

I'm all for freedom of speech but there's such a thing as having a fucking heart. After what everyone just went through you're going to talk about stabbing and killing things like it's nothing? I might not've been awake on those ships but I read the journals. People. Died. One of the best friends I've ever had fucking died and I can't just sit here and listen to you talk about being praised for killing fucking rats.

Why don't you take a step back off a fucking cliff and do the rest of us a favor?
eat_me_beat_me: (Won't you just say something?)

[personal profile] eat_me_beat_me 2013-05-12 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Why don't you and I get together and I'll speed up the process a little bit?
eat_me_beat_me: (What the hell is he on?)

[personal profile] eat_me_beat_me 2013-05-13 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Aaaand yet you're comfortable sharing your psychopathic tendencies to kill small animals? Okay yeah that makes sense.
eat_me_beat_me: (And he called ME weird)

[personal profile] eat_me_beat_me 2013-05-18 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
Yeeeaaah and it's something that's broadcast to all of us, morons. You can take the bus to crazy-town all you want but leave us out of it.