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The Doctor ([personal profile] toobravehearted) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2013-06-30 12:54 pm
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- 9 - The secret of getting ahead is getting started.

[The Doctor keeps secrets. He always has done. No matter how pleasant and open this incarnation of him is, there are some things he cannot share. Whole chunks of his life are shrouded in mystery, even to the people that know him the best. As a first point alone, there's the universe's oldest and simplest question posed to him everywhere he goes, and still that remains without an answer.

He keeps his secrets. Circling the TARDIS console, brushing a hand affectionately along its edge, he's sitting on several. The last time he thought about being proactive after what happened with the Lewis and Clark and the Event Horizon, he took an extended nap courtesy of the castle's beverage gift. Applying caution with his intentions and a thought that sits just on the edge of his consciousness, all he wants is to talk to the castle. To ask why. To have a reason and to understand. It's what everyone here wants and he is no different in that regard, except he has the means to at least try and he has his curiosity and questions that drive him forward.

In the meantime he is preparing, clearing his mind, finding calm and marking a point there. Attempting this with any animosity will not help his cause. Stopping at the back of the console he takes a piece of broken blue crystal from his pocket, rolls it around in his hand and then absently tosses it up and down, never missing the catch.

Presently that goes back into his pocket and he takes his journal from off the console. Out of the TARDIS and leaving his room, he's dictating as he goes.
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Good morning, everyone, it's the Doctor here. I hope you are all well and that everyone has sufficiently recovered or are doing so from our little trip to Isla Sorna and San Diego. I should think that many of us are glad to see the back of that little sojourn and a certain company especially.

I'm about to make my rounds of the castle and gather a head count as I go, a nice little morning walk and catch up seems to be in order. Yes, I do know CastleNet is available, but I find it far much better to stretch my legs, take in a bit of exercise, and besides, I like to talk. So you may very well see me around this morning. However, I do have some errands to run before the day gets too long. Anything small that anyone needs I'm more than pleased to add to my list, so do feel free to ask.


[[ooc: there's sections today, hold on done!]]
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[personal profile] deltacain 2013-06-30 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Doctor?

[There's a familiar voice, one the Doctor probably hasn't heard much of in the past few days.

David is walking up the stairs, wearing a tracksuit, with a towel over his shoulders. His hair looks damp with sweat and it looks as though he's been out running. It's his coping mechanism.]


Are you okay?
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[personal profile] deltacain 2013-06-30 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dear god...

David kneels on a step lower than the Doctor, frowning.]


I'm going to take that as a no. [His voice is tinged with great concern.] What happened?
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[personal profile] deltacain 2013-06-30 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Doctor.

[This word has the hint of a warning.]

Please don't make me give you a taste of your own medicine. I don't want to be stubborn.
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[personal profile] deltacain 2013-07-12 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you mean?

[Seriously, Doctor. You confuse this professor more often than he likes.]
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[personal profile] deltacain 2013-07-16 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Communicate with it? [What?] How?
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[personal profile] deltacain 2013-07-27 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I take it this was one of the occasions where it was difficult?

[The concern is still present in his voice there.

But there was something else. A voice right in the back of his head. What if he knows?

David has tried so hard to not let Jason Bourne out. That's not who he is. That's who he was driven to be, and he is desperate to not become him again, even if sometimes that's unavoidable. Even if, David will admit, that it's been necessary since coming to Paradisa... He wasn't quite ready to trust another person with his problems. To become that much of a burden to someone else.]


You're okay, though, right? [Back on track.]