Perhaps not 'desirable', but it certainly seems a good qualifier to fit in does it not?

And yes, I... have thought of that too. But I am not going to question it. Not this.

_{[ If Tylendel left... gods could he suffer that ache again? Could he make himself get up? He almost hadn't the last time, and even then it had only been because he had more or less been smacked so hard he woken up out of his own dark dreams. ]}