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paradisa2013-09-09 08:50 pm
pompous_today) wrote in paradisa2013-09-09 08:50 pm
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22. Say, say, say, ain't it been some kind of day
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I ended up staying a few extra days after most of our party had left, despite the fact that the place we went to brought up some bad memories for me. I am finding myself itching to do more, to go to more places... even though I realize that's not feasible. I like feeling like I am useful. [He pauses before quickly adding:] Not like I think I am useless by a long shot in Paradisa, of course, but I sometimes do not feel like I am doing enough.
Does anybody else have this feeling?
I ended up staying a few extra days after most of our party had left, despite the fact that the place we went to brought up some bad memories for me. I am finding myself itching to do more, to go to more places... even though I realize that's not feasible. I like feeling like I am useful. [He pauses before quickly adding:] Not like I think I am useless by a long shot in Paradisa, of course, but I sometimes do not feel like I am doing enough.
Does anybody else have this feeling?