25th car: Memories - Backdated to 6/10 [Dicated]

[teenagebadboy]

Well I'm out of the clinic now at least. For anyone who bothers.

Y'know I thought today would pass like any ordinary day even if it isn't. The castle didn't want to play along though. Really getting sick of it. I have already got hit with a loss, I didn't need another. If anyone needs me then don't bother. I'll be in my room.

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[fearbringer]

You could be tempting it.

What is it about today?

[teenagebadboy]

Something bad happened today 2 years ago today back home to me and those I care about. So yeah it's a special kind of awful day to me today.

[fearbringer]

Sounds to me like you're hoping somebody will ask you about it.

[teenagebadboy]

Then you're wrong. I don't need to tell anyone. I can be without the grief to be frank. I'm just giving people a heads up why I don't wanna be bothered today. If they know what's best for them they'll stay clear cos I'm not in the mood for anyones bollocks.

[In hindsight I could have gone about the post differently. Either by setting it to private or have it as accidental dictation. Guess I slipped a bit OOC.]

OOC

[fearbringer]

I'm sorry-- that wasn't at all meant to be OOC commentary on my part, and I'm sorry if it came off that way! Do you want me to change my comment to something else?

OOC

[teenagebadboy]

It's alright. It was more a realization on my part. I didn't take it as criticism, it just made me think a little that I could have done it differently. I'm fine with continuing like we was.. I'll just keep this in mind and try to improve.

OOC

[fearbringer]

Okay! :) I'll go reply to that ICly, then.

[fearbringer]

Well, you told me.

Are there a lot of people here who would bother you? Does their concern make you nervous?

[teenagebadboy]

So? You asked.

Well, I know of one at least. The guy I'm currently talking to. You're bothering me. So why don't you do me a favor and keep out of it.

[fearbringer]

I'm not bothering because I'm concerned. Does that make a difference?

[teenagebadboy]

No, it doesn't.

[fearbringer]

It's too bad the journals aren't electronic, then. Electronics might allow you to disable the reply function.

Of course, you could effectively do that by not responding anymore.

[teenagebadboy]

Whatever.

[fearbringer]

That's a response.