033. [dictated + action]

[foolishwhisper]

[so Adachi had just come to realize that a couple people he knew were no longer in the castle. He was debating saying something, journal already open, or leaving it to people who were no doubt closer to them than he was (he assumes)...

When all of a sudden.

Something changes.]

Well.

Now isn't this interesting...?

[and what's the first thing a Shadow thinks of doing when he's actually in control?

Stretch these darn legs with your little pet blob Shadow following you behind you of course!]


(ooc: loss start, open like an open thang, over journals and in person.)

Comments

[punk_cute]

Yeah, well, deal with it! I don't trust him and I sure as hell don't trust his un-- un dammit, shadows don't know how to hold back, so I trust you less!

[foolishwhisper]

We also don't attack unless rejected, provoked or given reason.

Do you want to give me a reason?

[punk_cute]

No, but hell if I know what'll set you off. Could be any damn thing and most of the people here don't know shit about dealing with shadows!

[foolishwhisper]

What sets us off? Did you not listen when my other self and I told you brats?

"These things move on pure instinct! They go wild because you defy them!"

...What sets us off is defiance. So long as no punks liken you tell me I shouldn't be here, everything will work out just fine~

In fact, BECAUSE they don't know shit about dealing with us, the people here might be better off than you shits who assumed we were like mere monsters.

Either way: I'm a happy and content accepted Shadow. There's a huge difference between me and the wild fucks you kids had.

[punk_cute]

We're back to the shit where I don't really trust any part of you all that much! Yeah, you deserve a chance, and maybe you are changing for the better, but--

Argh. I hate this shit. Fine. Do what you want. Just know there will be hell to pay if you hurt people, whether they "deserve" it or not.

[foolishwhisper]

Fine, fine, I get it, I get it.

Oh- what about breaking hearts? Does that count? Because I think I may have already broken a few.

[punk_cute]

Wish you wouldn't but I can't stop that. Just try to remember that the rest of you's gotta deal with the shit you stir whenever he gets back. You really wanna cause more trouble for him if you're an accepted shadow?

[foolishwhisper]

Oh, I don't mind doing that. If it'll keep all these girls off my man then I don't care if I'm causing him trouble.

[wait...

what???]

[punk_cute]

What the hell are you even talking about? Do you want him to be all alone?

[foolishwhisper]

He's not all alone- he has me.

I am all he ever needs. He doesn't need anyone else.

[Adachi your belief that you can only depend on yourself sure has a weird way of manifesting.]

[punk_cute]

Yeah, you're alone! You're him and he's you! One person and shit.

And you seriously think that?

[foolishwhisper]

I don't think- I know.

People like you who denied their Shadows right away wouldn't understand how I feel at all.

[punk_cute]

I guess not. Just... being with only yourself really sucks? It did for me anyway.

[foolishwhisper]

I like it.

Being with other people is much worse.

[punk_cute]

I--

You--

Dammit.

[He just feels awful for Adachi, being so lonely like that. Kanji just can't comprehend wanting to be alone.]