paradisa | ( o55 )

[ stephanie brown ]

[ Just as expected, she dwells on this for some time. They haven't spoken in months and had things not ended up this way, she would have kept ceased communications. There isn't much anger she holds toward the other woman anymore, but there is a severe lack of trust. For Kate, if she could not trust someone or they didn't fit her standards as reliable, she dropped them, no matter how guilty or guiltless she felt about it.

But to not say anything would be cruel and nobody deserves that. While she doesn't consider her a friend anymore, she's still an ally. ]

Come to the clinic.

[ kidnapped filter ]

[ Kate abhors using those words for this filter. Time to check in on everyone, though. ]

How are you all doing?

[ If you're in the clinic, holla. ]

[ And it should not come as too much of a surprise, but Kate leaves out a filter to her own friends. At least for now. She's tired and has to deal with Stephanie soon, so she wants to be completely prepared for whatever is to come. She doesn't mean to make anyone worry.

With some effort, she manages to sit up on her bed. She's currently in the clinic, much to her chagrin. Never has she liked being stuck on bed rest and being made to feel so helpless, frustrated and tired. It makes her feel like a victim, something she's always hated since the time she was a child. Even knowing the clinic staff were just doing their job, it makes her feel petty.

Now? She feels restless. She pours through the journal for details on what's happened in the castle during the days she was stuck elsewhere, yet there's nothing that really explains what exactly happened. As usual, there's no reason. There's never a reason.

She shouldn't waste any energy feeling so angry about this. ]

[ ooc; open in the clinic to whoever! ]

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[ EVEN IF I couldn't get on this weekend. sigh i'll just pretend she was there helping y/y cause she was involved. sorry sorry ;; ]

I am fine. Just a couple bruises and cuts.

[ Fine with me! ]

I'm sorry about Tim.

Tim went valiantly, I know he was happy to protect someone who needed it.

I just wish I could have gotten to him.

So do I. Even if he'll be back in two weeks, it's not going to be easy.

Back in... two weeks?

[ does not understand. poor girly. ]

-But he died Kate.

Oh, he-- [ This is always so awkward to bring up. She hasn't exactly grasped it herself, despite almost hitting the two year mark. ] The dead don't always stay dead here. In fact, they almost always return.