042. [written+dictated]

[foolreversed]

[Adachi got back from the outpost just the other day and two things greeted him:
1) a new head splitting headache because of his Persona no longer being suppressed by the Dead Zone (which felt awesome btw, he forgot what it was like to not have constant headaches)
2) the most important person to him in the castle apparently going home, coming back and forgetting him while also acting like a bitch

Yeah he isn't really happy with this, fuck your shit castle.

He's writing today because he doesn't want the castle at large to hear how he sounds right now]

does anyone have headache medicine
i heard someone ask a week or two ago but wasnt around to get any myself
itd be really appreciated
i can usually deal with headaches fine but this is worse than usual
it feels like something is trying to split my head open like a watermelon
it sucks
so yeah
please and thank you

im also considering moving out of the castle
not sure where to start though


[Filtered to people who know Colette well (including Zelos because he actually forgot he was even there at the time and didn't notice anything different with him yet dfjkbdfchjk)]

[for this though he starts talking out loud]

Does anyone know what the heck is up with Colette?

Like okay, putting aside this whole went back home and came back forgetting everyone shit. I mean her attitude.

Was she ever like that before I got here or something...?


[...one last thing]


[To The Castle Itself]

fuck you


(he can only be found in his room today sorry bdfkjfdcjk)

Comments

Ada... Adi... Aderchi? WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS;

[gentleidealist]

It's the castle. She's still Colette, but... for some reason, her and Zelos are acting kind of weird.

For now, it might be better if you just-- tried to start over with her. I think that's the best thing to do. It's not fair to her or Zelos if everyone acts like they don't really exist the way they are now. Does that make sense? It's just... cruel.

JFHBGDFHJKDF FILTERED FOREVER

[foolreversed]

Wait so...

She didn't go home and just come back like this...?

SORRY LLOYD FORGOT HIS NAME HE DOES THAT SOMETIMES

[gentleidealist]

She was never like this at home. And I live with Zelos and Colette, so I would've noticed if they left, I think.

Underneath all the sarcastic stuff, she's still Colette. I know that much.

IT'S OKAY adachi forgot his too actually LMAO HE DOES THAT *A LOT*......

[foolreversed]

So it's... just a loss then...

[oh my THANK FUCKING GOD HE IS SO RELIEVED SHE DIDN'T JUST... FORGET EVERYTHING.

but if it's still Colette underneath everything... then is the sarcasm... a front...?

...

somehow he can understand that. or at least see it. the question is what would make that happen]

You really think so...?

[he doesn't sound like he doesn't believe him, but more like he really wants to be sure before he gets his hopes up on whether he can still find the Colette he knows in there]

Filter

[wilder]

[Hey it's that dude that had his soul crushed by Colette...a long pause as he thinks of what to say]

...Sorry.

[...well I guess that's one way to start it off]

Filter

[foolreversed]

[wait that takes him aback. Who is that saying sorry...?]

Huh...?

[wait... that voice...]

Zelos is that you...?

Filter

[wilder]

Oh.

Yeah! It's me. Did we know each other too?

filtered forever

[foolreversed]

Um, yeah. We weren't really... close or anything though. [in fact he's pretty certain that Zelos doesn't like him. At all.]

and ever

[wilder]

Alright.

[If anything...that's a bit of a relief. He's taking this better than Colette, but he's still getting a wee bit tired of hearing how he "normally is". This might mean lower expectations right?]

Then nice meeting ya again! Or for the first time, I'm not sure what it is heh.

LMAO

[gentleidealist]

[Lloyd isn't sure either, and while he wants to know the answer, he doesn't want to break Colette in the process. She's obviously been through enough.]

I'm positive. Just give her a chance.

[He knew it before he even touched her hand.]

[foolreversed]

U-Um, right... Nice meeting you again too..

[this is way too fucking weird]

Er- sorry, it must be weird having all these people who know your name but not know theirs. I'm Adachi.

Re: LMAO

[foolreversed]

Mmm.

A-All right...

[thanks Lloyd you just prevented one hell of a melt down LMAO]

[gentleidealist]

[Aww. Well, he's glad to help!]

... You gonna be okay?

[foolreversed]

Mmm... yeah, I'm fine.

I just got scared and thought Colette... really had forgotten the castle completely, y'know?

[wilder]

Heh, a little. I'm used to people knowing of me, but knowing me...?

Mostly I feel bad that I don't remember anything...or that I'm not their Zelos. Normally I never forget a face!

[foolreversed]

[oh man this is so weird]

A-Ahh... I see what you mean... Maybe it's better you're not their Zelos though...

[wilder]

Hm?

Why's that?

[gentleidealist]

It's kind of a risk of living here, you know? There were some awesome friends I had here that... I forgot, too. It doesn't mean you can't be friends again. Maybe you could be better friends than before.

[foolreversed]

Weeeelllll... how do I say this...

[wilder]

[...]

What?

dictated;

[3_butterflies]

Would you like me to get you some ice...?

Filtered to this person

[ruin_mania]

It's a loss. Believe me, she's never like this in her own world.

[foolreversed]

...Never mind.

Let's just say I'm pretty sure you didn't like me and maybe some other people too.

[wilder]

Huh?

But why?

dictated;

[foolreversed]

[FLUTTERSHY!!! You remember him at least!! Yaaaay! ; A;]

That would be great Fluttershy...