042. [written+dictated]

[foolreversed]

[Adachi got back from the outpost just the other day and two things greeted him:
1) a new head splitting headache because of his Persona no longer being suppressed by the Dead Zone (which felt awesome btw, he forgot what it was like to not have constant headaches)
2) the most important person to him in the castle apparently going home, coming back and forgetting him while also acting like a bitch

Yeah he isn't really happy with this, fuck your shit castle.

He's writing today because he doesn't want the castle at large to hear how he sounds right now]

does anyone have headache medicine
i heard someone ask a week or two ago but wasnt around to get any myself
itd be really appreciated
i can usually deal with headaches fine but this is worse than usual
it feels like something is trying to split my head open like a watermelon
it sucks
so yeah
please and thank you

im also considering moving out of the castle
not sure where to start though


[Filtered to people who know Colette well (including Zelos because he actually forgot he was even there at the time and didn't notice anything different with him yet dfjkbdfchjk)]

[for this though he starts talking out loud]

Does anyone know what the heck is up with Colette?

Like okay, putting aside this whole went back home and came back forgetting everyone shit. I mean her attitude.

Was she ever like that before I got here or something...?


[...one last thing]


[To The Castle Itself]

fuck you


(he can only be found in his room today sorry bdfkjfdcjk)

Comments

Ada... Adi... Aderchi? WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS;

[gentleidealist]

It's the castle. She's still Colette, but... for some reason, her and Zelos are acting kind of weird.

For now, it might be better if you just-- tried to start over with her. I think that's the best thing to do. It's not fair to her or Zelos if everyone acts like they don't really exist the way they are now. Does that make sense? It's just... cruel.

JFHBGDFHJKDF FILTERED FOREVER

[foolreversed]

Wait so...

She didn't go home and just come back like this...?

SORRY LLOYD FORGOT HIS NAME HE DOES THAT SOMETIMES

[gentleidealist]

She was never like this at home. And I live with Zelos and Colette, so I would've noticed if they left, I think.

Underneath all the sarcastic stuff, she's still Colette. I know that much.

IT'S OKAY adachi forgot his too actually LMAO HE DOES THAT *A LOT*......

[foolreversed]

So it's... just a loss then...

[oh my THANK FUCKING GOD HE IS SO RELIEVED SHE DIDN'T JUST... FORGET EVERYTHING.

but if it's still Colette underneath everything... then is the sarcasm... a front...?

...

somehow he can understand that. or at least see it. the question is what would make that happen]

You really think so...?

[he doesn't sound like he doesn't believe him, but more like he really wants to be sure before he gets his hopes up on whether he can still find the Colette he knows in there]

LMAO

[gentleidealist]

[Lloyd isn't sure either, and while he wants to know the answer, he doesn't want to break Colette in the process. She's obviously been through enough.]

I'm positive. Just give her a chance.

[He knew it before he even touched her hand.]

Filter

[wilder]

[Hey it's that dude that had his soul crushed by Colette...a long pause as he thinks of what to say]

...Sorry.

[...well I guess that's one way to start it off]

Filter

[foolreversed]

[wait that takes him aback. Who is that saying sorry...?]

Huh...?

[wait... that voice...]

Zelos is that you...?

Filter

[wilder]

Oh.

Yeah! It's me. Did we know each other too?

filtered forever

[foolreversed]

Um, yeah. We weren't really... close or anything though. [in fact he's pretty certain that Zelos doesn't like him. At all.]

dictated;

[3_butterflies]

Would you like me to get you some ice...?

dictated;

[foolreversed]

[FLUTTERSHY!!! You remember him at least!! Yaaaay! ; A;]

That would be great Fluttershy...

dictated;

[3_butterflies]

[always, bb!]

All right... I'll go get some for your room right away...

dictated;

[foolreversed]

Thank you...

[is waiting around, Blacky is scittering around the door because HE HEARD FLUTTERSHY'S COMING YAAAAAY]

Filtered to this person

[ruin_mania]

It's a loss. Believe me, she's never like this in her own world.

filtered forever

[foolreversed]

Thank goodness then. I was getting really worried there...

[ruin_mania]

I suppose it might be a bit confusing if you don't know how she is in her own world, but I can say with confidence this will be gone in a week or so.

[foolreversed]

That's good to hear then. I was afraid she used to be like this or became like this or something.

At least it also means she wasn't sent home at all...

[payback]

Have you tried the clinic? Somebody there must have something they can give you.

[foolreversed]

not yet
not sure if i wanna walk anywhere or even get up
its pretty bad

[payback]

... Wow. [Okay, she's had castle induced migraines in the past, BUT. Wow.]

Want me to try and pick you something up?

[foolreversed]

that would be
so so great
(╥﹏╥)

Dictated forever

[huffythedragon]

I'm really sorry you feel that way.

Do you know anypony who could maybe do a healing spell for you?

[foolreversed]

thanks spike

idk
cant really think of anyone right now [except Yukiko but 1) AHAHAHAHAHA... 2) SHE'S GONE TOO]

[huffythedragon]

...Maybe the clinic? So long as you're careful the bad doctor doesn't see you.

[foolreversed]

bad doctor???