paradisa | Three Spoons {Dictation}

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jane crocker

Three Spoons {Dictation}

[This entry is backdated to about midmorning on July 1st.]

[There are some dainty sniffles coming from the journal today, as if they came from someone who had just begun to recover from a cry, and not even the good kind of cry that makes you feel better. A couple cake batter fingerprints appear, and then are hastily wiped away. That only smudges the paper.]

Oh...I'm sorry about that, I...

[A pause. Jane blows her nose.]

I was...cleaning up a mess...in the kitchen. I'm really sorry about all of that batter...in the sink...that's my fault...!

[Oh sugar, her voice is cracking. Better make this quick.]

I think I'm...ready to admit to my loss...

{Filtered to - Anyone who confronted her about her loss}

All of you were right. I'm sorry I was so prickly about it before.

{Filtered to - Uru}

Would you still...let someone into the baking club even if they couldn't bake...?

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Me, too! And as much as I really miss Alternia, I have to admit that if I had to be anywhere else, I would be in Purradisa. It's not so bad.

[There's a pause.]

You really think so? Even with losses, and sudden changes to the world? You would rather be here?

When the bad stuff isn't happening, it's a really safe place for me and my friends to be. I liked it a lot better when all twelve of us were here together, but I know they'll come back soon. I just have to be patient.

[And by safe she means there is no Jack Noir and they can wish for sopor for Gamzee.]

[She thinks about it for a minute, and then she chuckles weakly.] I suppose anything would be safer after a life of fighting hoards of ferocious creatures. You have me there.

It wasn't really such a bad planet, but it did take thick skin to live there. That's just how us trolls roll.

Anyway, the point is that if you ever need me to get you some good meat, I am more than happy to help.