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christina mckinney ([personal profile] arealwoman) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2012-02-01 01:00 pm
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first design [ dictated / action ]

Well since this thing's already decided to announce that I'm here it seems pointless to stay silent on it, although I still don't really know how I feel about the whole thing.

[ If you can hear the sound of chopping in the background? That's because she is. She's making a sandwich ]

I find it hard to believe that I'd be the only one to say this but it's crazy. Magic and castle's that can bring you here? It's not right, although neither is a lot that I've known about but that's slightly different still.

And an even better part than that? I've heard that even worse things can happen, although to whoever told me that's not exactly the kind of thing that you want to hear when you've just been whisked off to some strange place. It's not exactly comforting when you know absolutely nothing about any of this stuff.

And for everyone else here? I don't know how you can handle it. Kids running around and things just happening? It's madder by the minute.

[ There's a pause as Christina thinks, and stops chopping ]

I guess what I want to know is how do you handle it? Especially when this kind of thing just doesn't exist? Because I'm already starting to wonder if I've gone crazy, although I certainly couldn't have come up with anything like this. I hope, anyway.

[ And anyone around? Come find her in the kitchen ]

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-02 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[He shrugs.] I guess it depends on the person and the situation they came from. I'd rather be alive and in this Castle than dead.

And no, it's the people who think up these things, not the Castle. Some people have been here for four, five years. For them it's probably home now.

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-03 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Well, not wished. Just brought here after they've died.

And I don't think there is an exit. I think it's if the Castle gets tired of you.

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-04 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
Well, it's not like they're still dead. The castle brought them back to life. I'm alive, aren't I? [His heart's still beating at least.]

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-04 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. I did say I was in a war, right? [He's amused she's asking again.]

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-04 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
True. I'm just one of the unlucky ones.

Not much different. I mean, I don't remember being dead. I don't even remember dying, really.

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-04 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
The Castle? It brought me here, so it must have brought me back to life and keeps me alive.

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-04 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[He shrugs. He's trying to help her out.] For all we know magic is just really advanced technology. Depends on if you believe in magic or not.

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-04 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
...I haven't met any psychics here. [he doesn't doubt that there are any, thought.]

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-04 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll keep that in mind. [Probably not. But he'll keep an eye out.]

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-05 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
About five months ago. I thought I'd either ended up in heaven or hell. Obviously, people straightened me out. [He's glad he got her to at least feel a bit better.]

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-05 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I don't even remember what it's like to be dead. So no, not really. [He's never even thought of it like that.]

[personal profile] blue_sniper 2012-02-05 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
At least I'm alive. [He agrees.] That's the bright side of things.