Garry (
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three paintings burned
[If you ever went back in time and told Garry that one day, he would be partly responsible for someone's death, he would probably feel disgusted that you could say such a thing about him.]
[But after the events that happened in the gallery, that's now a brutal truth. He was responsible for a death. Not a death of an actual person, but still, a death nevertheless.]
[He had tried to forget about it, trying to convince himself that what he had did was necessary- after all, hadn't Mary wanted to kill him and Ib, or, at the very least, hurt them to the point where they could never escape? It was self-defense, that's all. But the image of her burning up like a piece of paper can never quite leave his mind. And then that book they found in her room...."How to Make Friends"...she was just a kid, a painting child who didn't know how the human world went around things.]
[She was just lonely....but then the image of that palette knife in her hand, aimed at his chest and quite ready to taste blood, returns to his mind.]
[He feels utterly conflicted about the whole thing. Which is why he finally clears his throat and asks a question that has been sitting in his head for quite a while:]
...
If you had to destroy someone because they tried to kill you and the people you care about, would...would that make you a bad person?
[But after the events that happened in the gallery, that's now a brutal truth. He was responsible for a death. Not a death of an actual person, but still, a death nevertheless.]
[He had tried to forget about it, trying to convince himself that what he had did was necessary- after all, hadn't Mary wanted to kill him and Ib, or, at the very least, hurt them to the point where they could never escape? It was self-defense, that's all. But the image of her burning up like a piece of paper can never quite leave his mind. And then that book they found in her room...."How to Make Friends"...she was just a kid, a painting child who didn't know how the human world went around things.]
[She was just lonely....but then the image of that palette knife in her hand, aimed at his chest and quite ready to taste blood, returns to his mind.]
[He feels utterly conflicted about the whole thing. Which is why he finally clears his throat and asks a question that has been sitting in his head for quite a while:]
...
If you had to destroy someone because they tried to kill you and the people you care about, would...would that make you a bad person?
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It wouldn't.
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Written
dictated
[Oh gosh, how does he even talk about this. Have a mumble.]
But she was only a young girl...
Written
[The level of remorse Stiles has for people who try to hurt his loved ones? It's zero.]
dictated
So...I made the right decision? Destroying her so I and my friend could live...?
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dictated
dictated
dictated
[And that does make Garry let out a little gasp, though it's more out of "I did that too" feeling rather than shock.]
Oh! Oh. That's...
[And he really wants to say about what he did but then holds himself back, afraid of revealing too much.]
dictated
... Yeah.
[Granted, Stiles didn't manage to kill the Alpha. That honor goes to Derek's claws.]
dictated sdfghgfdsdfghj i'm sorry I WAS TOO FAST... >>
Forever Written asdlfkjd it's okay!
No. [Not when he mauled Lydia. Not when he bit Scott. And not when he killed his nurse.
Everything the Alpha did lead up to his death.]
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Well, I guess if it was to really protect your friends, then...I could see how it wasn't.
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And if death is the only option? Take it.
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[Man, this morality thing was hard to think about. And here he wanted to live life to the fullest and see everything in a positive way.]
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But sometimes it's the only option.
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If she was, then it would've gone much differently, I bet.
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You know what I feel bad about, though? That I didn't notice it earlier. She seemed alright when we first met...and then everything went downhill after that...
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