Clow Reed (
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paradisa2012-09-09 08:26 pm
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5th Card (posted Monday morning)
[Filtered to Chimera members + Howl | Dictated]
I know this perhaps a bit forward of me, but I realized I've been here two months now and haven't met many of you yet, or what your powers do, and I suspect I'm probably not the only one. I also have something I'd like to propose to other members of the council. With that in mind, I'd like to call a meeting at, oh... say five o'clock?
Howl, I expect to see you there.
[And Clow will be in the Chimera main room, already ensconced in a chair. There is a nice big teapot out, and a plate of biscuits, because he feels like being properly English about this right now
OOC: I put up some subject headers just to keep things from getting too chaotic with a ton of people action-wise o/]
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[hesitantly, after a beat] You aren't worried?
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Sometimes, yes. But what it really comes down to is if it's worth the risk. We both know the other could potentially be sent home any day, but that could happen to any of us. Is that any reason to not make friends or other connections? Sure this is a more serious commitment but we've been together over a year and a half, we've been living together for about half that time and we love each other. If we were back home there would be no question. [She shrugs, giving Felix a self deprecating smirk] Hell, back home we could be killed by demons at any time so this isn't that much different.
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I don't mean to question your happiness, it's just...after all the weddings I've seen or heard of happening here...people seem to disappear so soon afterwards. It feels like tempting fate.
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[She smiles fondly, looking down at her beautiful ring on her finger as she gently cradles the teacup.] But then I asked myself - if there wasn't any risk of any of that would I marry him and the answer is yes.
[After another brief thoughtful pause she raises her eyes to meet Felix's, her gaze strong with the absolute conviction behind her words.]
Not allowing myself something just because of something the castle might do is letting this place win. I'm not going to let this place take anything from me if I can help it, especially not my chance to be happy.
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I keep trying to tell myself the same thing, but I am afraid that the reality of that will be stronger than my conviction.
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Have you talked to Ashura about this?
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Then wait until you are sure. If you aren't both certain that's the step you want to take you shouldn't take it. And if you never do? Like you said - you're happy, now. That's the important part.
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But if Ashura starts talking to you about flower arrangements after the wedding, kindly divert that train of thought for me.
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