Combat Instructor Alleyne (
disciplines) wrote in
paradisa2012-02-06 06:43 pm
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035 Points
[Castle Filter]
[The elf flips to a blank page in her journal, scowling at it. She stares a goodly while, forming her thoughts and making sure her feelings get noted perfectly. After a minute, she puts a quick filter on and begins to talk, voice even and monotone.]
It has been one year to the day that you took me from my forest and placed me within your confines.
Since then, I have done more in that time than I have at home in centuries. There has been war waged. Students have come and gone. I have been subject to every strange holiday and custom one could ever know. Others' cultures became the norm to me, almost. I've seen and used technology levels beyond whatever Gainos itself had. I've sailed the ocean as an outlaw, traversed ruins, and have been humiliated stuck in a human's body. I've also been slowly forced to confront my feelings and give in to my heart's desire once more, showing how weak and foolish I truly am. However, undeniable bonds of friendship and love have been formed, and for that I am grateful, even if it's hard for me to say.
[It's here her voice changes to something far more authoritative. There's definite malice to it, hissing and enunciating her words strongly.]
But it's come at a price. You took someone priceless from me. I will never have Nowa as I did before again. You also sent me back to learn of my fate after this, teaching someone how to overtake her country's throne, making me frustrated I cannot her again, either, lest she show up here. You've also had your fun humiliating me in other, smaller, but no less annoying ways.
I am the lone representative of my world. As are many here. Chances are it will remain this way at this rate. You've questioned and challenged me, a teacher, into learning. So let me ask you and challenge you back as one.
[A long, annoyed sigh. Her voice and mind were growing tired, but she had to let it all out. It was now or never.]
Just what is it that you are trying to teach us? What lesson am I...nay, are we all missing? What's our purpose being brought here and made to suffer? Such things get us nowhere, fast. And I know waiting for you to answer back is a fool's endeavor at best; I won't be holding my breath over this. It's not like I'll die of old age ever, tch.
[Finally, her voice raises, as if she was commanding the castle itself to move to her will, making sure her words leave a mark in its old, gross castle soul, if it even had one.]
Your teaching methods and crude and outdated. I suggest maybe listening to us for once. Cair Paraidsa, 4 points for efficiency and kindness.
[End Castle filter]
[It's sunset now. Alleyne sits at the base of a tree outside the entrance to the castle, journal open next to her, drinking saucer in hand swirling about a dark colored, fruity smelling mixture. She sips from it now and again, sighing, contemplating a bit before finally speaking into the book. Ruu sits on her shoulders, slowly working on eating an apple.]
It's been a year since I showed up here at this castle. If I remember right, this was the very tree I sat in as I arrived, gaining my bearings. Tch, hardly worth celebrating. I should thank you all though for taking me in well enough and supporting me these past months.
[That's the closest you're all getting to some mushy thanks and camaraderie right now. Be grateful.]
That means that accursed holiday that happened not long after I showed up is about to occur again. Valentine's Day. I don't know how you people of Earth put up with such foolishness sometimes, having to celebrate such on a designated day. Shouldn't matters of the heart be left up to the individual? Bah.
[ooc: Happy Paraversary, elf~ Open over journal or in person]
[The elf flips to a blank page in her journal, scowling at it. She stares a goodly while, forming her thoughts and making sure her feelings get noted perfectly. After a minute, she puts a quick filter on and begins to talk, voice even and monotone.]
It has been one year to the day that you took me from my forest and placed me within your confines.
Since then, I have done more in that time than I have at home in centuries. There has been war waged. Students have come and gone. I have been subject to every strange holiday and custom one could ever know. Others' cultures became the norm to me, almost. I've seen and used technology levels beyond whatever Gainos itself had. I've sailed the ocean as an outlaw, traversed ruins, and have been humiliated stuck in a human's body. I've also been slowly forced to confront my feelings and give in to my heart's desire once more, showing how weak and foolish I truly am. However, undeniable bonds of friendship and love have been formed, and for that I am grateful, even if it's hard for me to say.
[It's here her voice changes to something far more authoritative. There's definite malice to it, hissing and enunciating her words strongly.]
But it's come at a price. You took someone priceless from me. I will never have Nowa as I did before again. You also sent me back to learn of my fate after this, teaching someone how to overtake her country's throne, making me frustrated I cannot her again, either, lest she show up here. You've also had your fun humiliating me in other, smaller, but no less annoying ways.
I am the lone representative of my world. As are many here. Chances are it will remain this way at this rate. You've questioned and challenged me, a teacher, into learning. So let me ask you and challenge you back as one.
[A long, annoyed sigh. Her voice and mind were growing tired, but she had to let it all out. It was now or never.]
Just what is it that you are trying to teach us? What lesson am I...nay, are we all missing? What's our purpose being brought here and made to suffer? Such things get us nowhere, fast. And I know waiting for you to answer back is a fool's endeavor at best; I won't be holding my breath over this. It's not like I'll die of old age ever, tch.
[Finally, her voice raises, as if she was commanding the castle itself to move to her will, making sure her words leave a mark in its old, gross castle soul, if it even had one.]
Your teaching methods and crude and outdated. I suggest maybe listening to us for once. Cair Paraidsa, 4 points for efficiency and kindness.
[End Castle filter]
[It's sunset now. Alleyne sits at the base of a tree outside the entrance to the castle, journal open next to her, drinking saucer in hand swirling about a dark colored, fruity smelling mixture. She sips from it now and again, sighing, contemplating a bit before finally speaking into the book. Ruu sits on her shoulders, slowly working on eating an apple.]
It's been a year since I showed up here at this castle. If I remember right, this was the very tree I sat in as I arrived, gaining my bearings. Tch, hardly worth celebrating. I should thank you all though for taking me in well enough and supporting me these past months.
[That's the closest you're all getting to some mushy thanks and camaraderie right now. Be grateful.]
That means that accursed holiday that happened not long after I showed up is about to occur again. Valentine's Day. I don't know how you people of Earth put up with such foolishness sometimes, having to celebrate such on a designated day. Shouldn't matters of the heart be left up to the individual? Bah.
[ooc: Happy Paraversary, elf~ Open over journal or in person]

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Nah, you aren't.
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[tsun tsun dere dere]
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It'd be easier to understand if you weren't so...chaste.
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...What makes you think I'm chaste?! I've merely my job to do first! Love will find a way when it's ready!
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You're so chaste it almost grieves me.
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Me? I'm the Great Zelos Wilder! Love and romance extraordinaire!