encryptedlock: (yeah no)
Freelancer York ([personal profile] encryptedlock) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2013-01-20 09:23 am
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[It was bound to happen sooner or later. He knew that. He'd always known that - it's what this place does. How many people--how many hundreds of people--had come here a day, a month, a year, and then left again without warning? How many dozens of people had he, personally, cared about and then had taken from him?

Nothing like this, though. Never like this.

He'd awakened in his own room, the first sign that something was wrong. He hadn't been here except to pick up the occasional supplies ever since he'd moved in with Carolina. His initial feeling of dread is compounded when he finds only her dogtags and lighter on the nightstand next to him.

He doesn't want to believe it, at first, but of course when he runs up to her room in a blind panic, it's empty and the nameplate is blank. Of course it is. Why should it be otherwise? When has this place ever managed to hold on to anyone he cared about?

It's about an hour later when he finally writes into the journal, not trusting his voice.
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Carolina's gone.

[Friends]

I'm going to be away from the castle for a while. Don't bother coming after me.

[/Friends]

[If anyone is quick enough they'll be able to find him at Kat's hangar, outfitting the Warthog for a week or more's travel. The Dead Zone's not really an option, not with Delta, but damned if he's going to stay any closer to the castle than he has to.]
ino: (Let me explain.)

[personal profile] ino 2013-01-22 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[firmly:] There'll always be something left. Sometimes you just need some time to yourself to find it.
ino: (Determined.)

[personal profile] ino 2013-01-22 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I camped out in the Dead Zone for awhile the last time I couldn't take it anymore and it helped a lot.

I hope going out does the same for you.