Ashley Magnus (
panicswitched) wrote in
paradisa2013-03-06 01:40 pm
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Capture 3 - Dictated
I feel like I should just make a blanket apology for everything I do here. Someone's always gonna be annoyed. [ usually she'll end up being annoyed at herself. ] So yeah, let's just pretend last month didn't happen, okay?
On that note, I didn't really appreciate being old. I like being me. [ mostly. there's also the issue that death aside, she'll never be old. this is just an extra reminder that her afterlife is awful and she's annoyed with everything. ]
Unrelated, what's the outside world like? Outside the castle, whatever anyone else knows. I've been outside a little, but I don't know a whole lot. So. Who wants to be my informant?
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Aside from that... how many people have special powers, abilities, whatever? How did you find out about them and how do you deal with them?
[ she's going to take a walk around the castle though today and at some point can be found in a hallway staring from one end to the other like she wants to do something but doesn't know quite how or if she should. ]
On that note, I didn't really appreciate being old. I like being me. [ mostly. there's also the issue that death aside, she'll never be old. this is just an extra reminder that her afterlife is awful and she's annoyed with everything. ]
Unrelated, what's the outside world like? Outside the castle, whatever anyone else knows. I've been outside a little, but I don't know a whole lot. So. Who wants to be my informant?
[ locked from james watson and helen magnus ]
Aside from that... how many people have special powers, abilities, whatever? How did you find out about them and how do you deal with them?
[ she's going to take a walk around the castle though today and at some point can be found in a hallway staring from one end to the other like she wants to do something but doesn't know quite how or if she should. ]

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As for dealing with them...I'm still figuring that out. My powers are a part of me, but sometimes they might scare people. I was...actually going to a school for mutants before I came here, so I could both learn how to control my powers, and get a regular education.
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Can I ask what they are? You don't have to tell me, obviously. [ she's just curious. and she wants to know if there's hope of dealing with her own. ] That whole school thing is kinda cool, though. Nice to know there's a support system. [ and oh how she wishes she had one. ]
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[Evan is kind of an extreme case of mutation, but that's all to do with his genetic donor, En Sabah Nur.]
Yeah, the Jean Grey School is great! I mean...there are mutants like me, but then we had alien students too, Broo and Kubark. I don't know where I'd be if I hadn't been there.
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Sounds like you had a really good time there.
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[ so, different from her situation and yet somewhat similar. she doesn't have the self-restraint issue; she's got the issue of acknowledging it at all and she's not sure which is worse. ]
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No, I didn't suddenly wake up to it. I suppose I was lucky in that regard.
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Yeah, I guess so. Just kinda wondering how long that sort of thing takes. Getting used to things.
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I suppose I was born with the ability, but I didn't always know I had it.
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So how did you deal with it when you found out? I mean, it doesn't sound like anything bad.
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gdi shounen manga powers] Dying will is a will to accomplish something, even if you were to die. You become more focused and confident, less inhibited, unafraid of anything... All you can think about is fulfilling what you set out do.At first, I was more confused and wary than anything. I didn't exactly expect anything like... that. [It was exhilarating, and at the same time could be utterly terrifying, losing that control over yourself.]
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I've had my power for a while. I'm used to it; it's just a part of who I am. I know that probably doesn't answer the question, but everyone deals differently.
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[ it does and it doesn't. not quite the answer she was looking for. ] Sounds like I'm the only one here who wasn't born with it. One of them anyway. Even the one I was born with wasn't supposed to be active.
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Technically the ability I have isn't the same one I was born with. My natural ability was lost, and I had to inject myself with something in order to still have powers.
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It's not something I ever thought I needed to "deal with". I mean, I'm pretty much like super okay with it.
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[ bitter? this one? never. ]
What is it?
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[Alex isn't trying to be obnoxious. It's just natural.]
Magic. The whole wand, sparks, star-spangled hat deal. And what about you? What do you got?
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[Says the girl who moved out last week. She likes breathing fresh air that she doesn't have to wish for.]
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How so? I don't know as much about it as I want to.
Re: Dictated
The castle only gives to take away. If you're outside of it's influence, even a little bit ... you get some of your own back. It's not much, but it's something.
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