River Tam (
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paradisa2013-03-13 07:42 pm
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[She's perched on the highest spot she can find in the lobby, her journal clutched against her chest. This isn't anything like she's used to, nothing feels familiar. Her heart is beating hard in her chest and her hands want to start shaking.
Her mind is racing, filled with the thoughts of so many people around her. The night before, she had achieved some kind of calm, she remembered that, but now, with this new, strange turn of events, she's falling again, lost amidst the sea of thoughts around her.
She scribbles in her journal at a feverish pace, the words small and pushed together as she tries to hold back panic.]
Lost.
Lost, lost, lost, lost.
Fell into the black and landed here. Fell and fell and fell until I hit the ground. I can't remember how to get back, too lost to see clearly.
Can someone pick her up again? Can someone put her back where she belongs?
Too loud.
Can't go high enough, can't find a way out, can't find anything that I want.
Ship, she needs a ship again. She needs the sky.
Her mind is racing, filled with the thoughts of so many people around her. The night before, she had achieved some kind of calm, she remembered that, but now, with this new, strange turn of events, she's falling again, lost amidst the sea of thoughts around her.
She scribbles in her journal at a feverish pace, the words small and pushed together as she tries to hold back panic.]
Lost.
Lost, lost, lost, lost.
Fell into the black and landed here. Fell and fell and fell until I hit the ground. I can't remember how to get back, too lost to see clearly.
Can someone pick her up again? Can someone put her back where she belongs?
Too loud.
Can't go high enough, can't find a way out, can't find anything that I want.
Ship, she needs a ship again. She needs the sky.
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[ It's written carefully, slowly. ]
different, but not bad
sometimes different is really nice!
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[She takes a few minutes to say anything after that, uncertain of what she should actually put into words versus what's racing through her mind.]
Who is this?
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like the stone :)
and you are.... river?
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Jade: A hard, typically green stone used for ornaments and implements and consisting of the minerals jadeite or nephrite.
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but i am a girl
not a rock :p
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Also, a nice girl.
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i am sorry that you are lost, river!
we are all a little lost here
but it is okay
we have each other!
there are a lot of fun things to do
think of it like.. a detour
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Detours happen. You have to take the course that keeps you safe, sometimes detours have to happen.
[She smiles, even though Jade can't see it, touching the words and nodding to herself]
Come travel with me.
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But she'll doodle a little smiley face on the journal page anyway. ]
where do you want to go?
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Anywhere. Where do you want to go?
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have you been to the roof yet?
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Let's see the stars.
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i can come get you :D
we can look at all of the stars
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River? Are you still here?
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Dropping down and landing silently from her spot, she smiles at Jade, offering out a hand]
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It's nice to meet you in person!
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Stars are calling. [It comes out in a sing song tone.] We can't be rude.
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Hehe, yes! I know the fastest way up.
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Moving behind Jade, she still holds onto one hand,, letting the other girl lead the way and looking expectantly at her, a mixture of that and eagerness i her gaze.]
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You're brand new here, huh?
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[She knows that Jade may not like her when she sees all of River,, when she's completely exposed and honest and broken with her but for now, she's hoping that she can become enough of a friend that she won't run away that quickly.]
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This place is really confusing at first.
[ But she squeezes her fingers, even if she doesn't look back. ]
It's okay to have a lot of questions.
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{There's a soft hummig coming from her after a short time. Just a song from home, a happy one, one they could dance to if the time provided. She's waiting until they reach the roof though. Then they'll dance under stars.]
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[ She's being curious, not pedantic, even as she finally pushes through the door to the roof. ]
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