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[hasmommyissues]

[ Hello all public enemy number one has decided to crawl out from underneath his rock and make a journal entry. However this time there's a slight change to his voice...the cockiness and arrogance is still there but it's a little distant. It's as if there's something playing on his already damaged mind.]

Ah memories...they are such fragile things are they not?

There are some schools of thought that say a person's personality is defined by his memories. Whether it be the memory of a mothers warm embrace, that first kiss with the fairer sex or the pain of a betrayal from a friend they all make us what we are today.

So for the castle to manipulate them...to add them or remove them entirely in such a way is very wicked indeed.

[Is he referring to his time at Hogwarts or is he talking about something else entirely...who knows?]

That is not to say it was not enlightening to be young again...to relive the glory and hope of ones teenage years. 

Maybe that is the lesson here...to hold on and saviour ones youth before it is whisked away by the ravages and ways of the world?

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[originalcopy]

And what happens when what you choose to believe in is a lie?

What's the point of believing in something just for the sake of believing?

[hasmommyissues]

Is that the cynical voice of experience talking?

I mean surely you must believe in yourself at the very least?

[originalcopy]

[Maybe, he doesn't want to talk about it.]

Well duh, of course I believe in myself. What is this, an existentialism 101?

[hasmommyissues]

Just a health civilised intellectual discussion my friend.

Is that a crime?

[originalcopy]

Meh. I guess not.

[a pause]

Cynical, yeah... I'm a little cynical. I'm a soldier, cynical comes with the territory.

[hasmommyissues]

Hmm that is a point of view I'm not entirely unfamiliar with.

It is hard to take joy from anything when you have seen humanity at its worst is it not?

[originalcopy]

You just have to focus on the shit that actually matters.

[Says the guy who's perpetually pissed off about something.]

[hasmommyissues]

And what does matter to you?

[Silva you really are a nosey fuck.]

[originalcopy]

Oh you know, the usual... a good meal, not being shot at...

[Yeah, nice try. He doesn't even admit to himself what really matters to him...]

[hasmommyissues]

So the basic things in life then...why complicate things I suppose?

[originalcopy]

The only people who like things complicated are assholes.

[hasmommyissues]

Elegantly put.

[Silva could be considered a posterchild for that statement.]