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[dupable]

oh man, i just realized that next month is april!
which means that i will be fifteen soon.
that's pretty crazy, especially considering i think i still look about the same age as when i first showed up here at paradisa.
in fact i am almost sure i do.
i think that was always part of the castle though, but it's still really frustrating to have to deal with.

[ he stops writing for a minute so he can flop over on the lobby's couch and kick his feet up on the top of it, head hanging over the edge of the seat. When he starts writing again his writing is somehow worse... which considering how chicken scratching his handwriting already is that's pretty sad. ]

it doesn't feel like i have been here that long though, and sometimes i forget about all the things that i am supposed to be doing at home.
ugh, bluh. ok i will stop talking about myself to you guys!
this is probably really boring to read anyways.
i think i am boring myself a little bit!

Comments

;written

[fluthlu]

Fifteen?
That's certainly perplexing to think about.
I'd forgotten until now that you've passed me in age.

;written

[dupable]

haha yeah!
i guess now i am the oldest out of all of you.
i don't really feel like i am though, it's weird.

[fluthlu]

Understandably so.

And for the record, I'd consider it a blessing to forget about the game on occasion.
Cherish it.

[dupable]

maybe, but i am not sure it's a great thing to just forget about it.
especially since eventually we need to get back and finish playing it.

[fluthlu]

It's a bit aimless to worry about it here, John, considering that we won't take our reflections with us when we leave.

[dupable]

well...
maybe!
i mean maybe there is a way for us to remember paradisa even after we leave it.
that would be pretty neat if we could, right?

dictated 4evr

[payback]

[... Oh, shit.]

Happy birthday, John. Are you doing something special?

dictating back at her then :B

[dupable]

It's not my birthday yet! Not until April, but thanks Rin. And I don't know, I haven't really thought about it until just now.

:3

[payback]

[OH WELL. Brain freeze moment? Still, whew! She won't miss it keeping tabs on Legato - she'll definitely find someone to take the post over to party down with John.]

Well... what do you usually do? Anything?

[dupable]

My dad usually makes me cakes... a lot of cakes, but I think I am okay with skipping over that one this year. My last birthday on Earth my friends mailed me presents but... I don't think I really want a repeat of what happened the rest of that day.

[payback]

Do you want to do anything?

[dupable]

Uhm...

[ getting quiet for a bit here... ]

I haven't really thought about what, but yeah! I think it'd be fun to do something for it at least. As long as no one else minds.

dictated

[amiable]

I wish we could grow here...

dictating back

[dupable]

Man, I know! It'd be kind of nice to be able to get taller.

foreverrrrrrr

[amiable]

It's stunting our growth with magic. I don't know why it does that.

When is your birthday?

yeaaaaah!!!

[dupable]

Me neither! Wouldn't it take more energy for it to do that than to just let us grow normally?

And it is the thirteenth of April!

1/2

[amiable]

I really don't know. Magic is confusing.

[amiable]

... Friday the thirteenth? [ REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME... ]

[dupable]

What?

[ Oh shit.... ]

Is it really going to be?! Oh man...

[blabs]

[ dictated thoughtfully ]

Man, wouldn't it suck if we were here for like five years and still looked the same?

[dupable]

[ Switches to talking! ]

Oh man... I don't even want to think about that! I don't want to be eighteen and still look like this.

[blabs]

Tell me about it... man, grown-ups have it so easy!

[dupable]

Yeah! They're already fully grown so it doesn't really affect them at all.

[blabs]

They probably actually like it. Appearing to be twenty-nine for the rest of their Paradisa lives...

[dupable]

Which I guess is great for them, but it kind of blows when you aren't an adult yet.