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Nov. 17th, 2012 12:25 amI hate being all after school special on here, but humor me at least.
It's easy to take people for granted here. That person that's been here longer than you, that person who makes boring entries but has a nice voice, that person who is always grumpy or always happy. Nothing here lasts. I mean, nothing lasts ever--even at home, people leave, go to other countries, disappear, die. Things change, and sometimes here it seems like change can happen faster than in a blink of an eye or drop of a hat or other speedy saying.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that every now and then, it's important to step back and just look at who is around you. Do they know how you feel? Tell them. Is that grudge worth keeping? Fix it. We don't have unlimited time here.
I'm probably not the best when it comes to this stuff, but if I've learned anything in the forever I've been here, it's that nothing is stable, even if it feels like it is. The moment you're comfortable is the moment that brick is removed from your foundation. Then you're left feeling angry, lost, and making long-winded, emotional journal entries while sitting on a rooftop...
And it sucks still having things to say or being unsure if someone knew how you felt. I'm sure I'm not the only one who has done that filter-to-someone-who-isn't-here thing. I wish we didn't have to do that. I'm going to try my best to not have to do that, I mean.
It's easy to take people for granted here. That person that's been here longer than you, that person who makes boring entries but has a nice voice, that person who is always grumpy or always happy. Nothing here lasts. I mean, nothing lasts ever--even at home, people leave, go to other countries, disappear, die. Things change, and sometimes here it seems like change can happen faster than in a blink of an eye or drop of a hat or other speedy saying.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that every now and then, it's important to step back and just look at who is around you. Do they know how you feel? Tell them. Is that grudge worth keeping? Fix it. We don't have unlimited time here.
I'm probably not the best when it comes to this stuff, but if I've learned anything in the forever I've been here, it's that nothing is stable, even if it feels like it is. The moment you're comfortable is the moment that brick is removed from your foundation. Then you're left feeling angry, lost, and making long-winded, emotional journal entries while sitting on a rooftop...
And it sucks still having things to say or being unsure if someone knew how you felt. I'm sure I'm not the only one who has done that filter-to-someone-who-isn't-here thing. I wish we didn't have to do that. I'm going to try my best to not have to do that, I mean.