[Four - Right Through The Eye - Written/Dictated]

[the_effect_she_has]

[Katniss has finished her morning exercises on the range - clearing her head and her heart as she pulls the journal towards her. Time to address ... the nightmares. Personal ... things. She sighed, scrubbed a hand over her face, before she started to write furiously.]


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[Bluntly written.] That was my home, that was my childhood, that was my coming of age. It's gone now, just so you know. We ended it in a rebellion to end all rebellions.

[A pause, and a quieter..] I'm sorry what you saw of me there. Yes, Jim, even you.



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I won't say anything if you don't want me to. It's your business.



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Hey, lion. [An embarrassed pause.] I caught some rabbits, the other day. You're welcome to them.

And. Thanks. For checking on me.



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Thanks for staying with me. And the present. And ... stuff.



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[Perhaps the hardest thing she's ever written, but she'll write it.]

I would have traded places with you in the Capital in a heartbeat. You never should suffer. Never. You're the light ... you're the light in my world. [She's embarrassed, pushing her hair out of her face.] You've always given me hope. You're ... beautiful, and you only deserve beautiful things.

And yes, my words are all real. All true.

[Her pen pauses, then she continues.] Anything else I say on this, I say face to face, heart to heart.

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[And now, for something a little more public.]

Arya, I, and a few others are going for a hike. Anyone need any meat or herbs?

[Completely bland here, yep yep.]

Comments

[Jim Moriarty]

[the_effect_she_has]

You forget that what we consider 'my best' is very, very different.

[Katniss Everdeen]

[jimfromit]

Differences make the world go around my dear.

[He pauses for a moment.]

I'm going to help you Katniss. I'm going to free you of that last scrap of humanity that you cling to for dear life. The one thing that's stopping you from reaching my level.

You'll thank me for it. The release will feel wonderful.

[Jim Moriarty]

[the_effect_she_has]

This is very true.

[Her eyebrow lifted.]

Maybe I like my humanity. Maybe you need a little more yourself.

[Katniss Everdeen]

[jimfromit]

Bless you but noo I think I'll pass.

It's too mentally restricting....not to mention boring as well.

[Jim Moriarty]

[the_effect_she_has]

Then you'll understand why I've also say no to your offer.

[Katniss Everdeen]

[jimfromit]

I thought you might say that.

Lets just see what happens when the castle throws us both together again shall we?

It does seem to enjoy watching us play.