gottaknockhard: (wake up)
Spike Spiegel ([personal profile] gottaknockhard) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2012-02-11 09:44 am
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040; action/dictated

[There's that odd moment when you wake up somewhere different than where you fell asleep. Spike realizes it before he opens his eyes, which gives him the foresight to keep them shut until his curiosity gets the better of him. Silk sheets, the warmth of someone nearby, and as he peeks one eye open: a journal sitting open near the edge of the bed. Sometimes they really do try too hard.]

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[When he glances over, it's the golden hair that finally gets a reaction. Julia? Her back is facing him, but he knows by now... it's her. All week, she's been avoiding him (not that he blames her), so of course the castle would see that as an opportunity to mess with a delicate situation. Spike doesn't wake her. If anything, he's very careful not to disturb any peace she's finding before their strange reality comes back into play. After a lingering silence, he slips off the edge of the bed, grabbing the journal as he moves, and finds a place by the window -- barely lifting an eyebrow at the overstuffed heart-shaped chair -- to sit and read.]

I could have sworn I've seen this before. [--he's mumbling, flipping through the last few pages until he has a better grasp on what's happening. He even manages to sound quietly amused at the commentary, even if they can't see his smile. At least it's not just him this time.]

Gets more like a prison every day. [You know, if prison was crossed with a tacky brothel.] They'll get it right eventually.
common_name: (and this loneliness)

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-11 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[For once, she had been sleeping. Very peacefully. Completely dead to the world. It was such a rare event these days; not counting the time she'd spent unconscious or weakened from serious injury, she never slept for more than a few hours a night. There was always so much weighing on her mind that getting it to stop was nearly impossible.

After a time, though, she begins to stir. Maybe she'd registered the shift in weight somewhere beside of her, the lingering remnants of where there had once been warmth. In that weird place of half-consciousness, it feels... familiar. Something about it makes her reluctant to actually pull herself away from it. Whatever this is, let her have it for just a little longer.

Eyes still closed, and still not fully awake, she lets out a sigh and shifts to her other side. Toward the spot that's still somewhat warm.]
common_name: (i wonder why you can't)

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-11 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Quiet, but not quiet enough. It's the sound of a door shutting that drags her into full consciousness once and for all, effectively breaking whatever illusion she'd been trying to preserve. Instantly, her instincts snap alert and she sits bold upright in bed. She isn't aware of much at the moment, but she knows one thing. She isn't alone.

(If anything, recent events have made her a little jumpier than usual.)

The sight that hits her eyes when she finally lets them examine her surroundings definitely makes her regret having woken up in the first place. In fact, it might even be enough to give her a headache. There's pink. Pink everywhere, clashing shades of it all over the place. She's still in her own room, she's pretty sure, but...--

... She scrunches her eyes shut momentarily, just to get away from it. It's way too much for someone who's just woken up. She needs time to think.]
common_name: (hoping i might change a little)

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-11 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[In all that time, she hasn't moved. She has her forehead in her hands, still trying to process this happy little development. It's a lot to throw at someone who not only just woke up, but had also just only recently returned from some of the strangest days of her life. Her threshold for tolerating strangeness was already at a handicap.

... And then she hears a voice. A familiar voice. The last one she'd been expecting to hear. She freezes. A million things are all racing through her mind at the same time, all of them only adding to that pile of guilt that always appeared when he was around. She hasn't said a word to him since she came back. Hasn't even attempted to find him. If the roles had been reversed....--

Eventually, she looks up and lets her hands drop quietly to her sides. (He looks ridiculous, by the way. If she hadn't been so paralyzed by her own awkwardness and guilt, she might have wanted to laugh. Maybe.)]


Good morning. [... But why not. She'll give it a shot too. This is what they do, right? Except maybe she's not quite succeeding, because there's a subtle hint of wariness that's still present in her voice.]
common_name: (are fooling us all)

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-11 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hearing that in his voice doesn't make her feel any better. In fact, it might only make her feel worse. The last thing she wanted was for him to feel like he needed to apologize. This isn't his fault. None of this is his fault.

(... All in all, though, considering the history of castle shenanigans, she figures this could be worse. A lot worse.)]


And the decorations? [As she says this, she tries swallow that mess of whatever she's feeling down, tries to return a smile. Tries to make a joke, in her own little way. But it all ultimately falls flat right out of the gate.]
common_name: (what is it for)

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-11 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even if she's not completely 100% successful at her efforts, it's still a comfort zone. At the very least, she can stall. (Stall until... what? Who knows.)

... If there's anything good about this whole situation, it does make for a convenient conversation piece.]


Any particular reason why? [Although, in evaluating that thing he's currently wearing, she has a sense that maybe she doesn't want to know.]

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Didn't even notice B)

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would I ever lie to you? :(

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i see how it is

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ofhope: ([ that you once knew ])

dictated;

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-12 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Oh good, it isn't just me this time? I was worried.

It sounds like you ended up with a friend, at least.
ofhope: ([ everybody wants ])

dictated;

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-12 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe. Are you feeling ill?
ofhope: ([ soon forget ])

dictated;

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-12 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Try not to lose it in front of the lady. I don't think they find that very romantic.
ofhope: ([ skin ripped and torn ])

dictated;

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-13 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
Only in theory. Don't practice it.

[Spike]

I see now that Valentine really laid into you. Are you still in one piece?
ofhope: ([ ever rested ])

Spike

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-13 10:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Does it really count as stalking when the woman's screaming about an item he stole? Pretty impossible NOT to pay attention, actually. ]

Why didn't you rat me out?
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common_name: (i can't find my way)

written; Joshua

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-13 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Julia sees this on a little bit of a delay; she'd been asleep initially. But when she does, it causes her to be nervous. Considering what had just happened, the two of them talking to each other was dangerous.

There are a whole host of reasons not to reply to this. For one, even after almost six months in Paradisa, she's still not fully convinced that the filters can't somehow be traced, and prefers to use them as little as possible. On the other hand, she somehow feels even more nervous about possibly divulging her presence in the room with Spike. But regardless of anything, and despite what Joshua had said before, this seems important to address.

And, so, finally, written to allow better discretion--]


I haven't told him.
ofhope: ([ of all creation sing ])

written; Julia

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-13 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't respond immediately, letting it sit for a minute (Did he get distracted? He sure tends to. Or maybe he's just messing with her?) before finally writing back. He'd left her notes when in the manor. This is no different. ]

Oh? Well, I don't think it matters much. He isn't the type to tell the Peace Patrol I'm a kidnapper, it seems.

You can tell him if you like. It makes no difference to me.
common_name: (it's just a dream)

written; Joshua

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-13 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Your permission wasn't what she was looking for, Joshua. Who knows what kind of conversation could be going on without her knowledge. It's important to her to get her point across. (Correction: very important. The fact that she's even doing this is enough to attest to that.)

(And that delay in absolutely no way set her nerves on edge more than they already were. Never.)]


He doesn't need to know.
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ofhope: ([ ever rested ])

written; Julia

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-13 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ No? Julia you ice queen. He's intrigued, and amused, but not particularly surprised. She hadn't seemed eager to report it initially, bu he had still wondered if she would change her mind with time. ]

Nobody needs to know. Why him in particular?

[ Of course Julia can lie or just not answer, but what a waste of time that is with someone like him... ]
common_name: (feeling so unholy)

written; Joshua

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-14 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Her end stays silent for a few very long moments. She has half a mind to simply not respond to that at all. But she knows that won't get her anywhere. If she's trying to make that point...--]

I have my reasons.

[... Technically not a lie. Just not the whole truth.]
ofhope: ([ will dissolve ])

written; Julia

[personal profile] ofhope 2012-02-14 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her response seems funny to him, enough for him to chuckle. Just like Spike's. He's starting to see a trend with you folks. Such bad communicators amongst one another! ]

Suit yourself, miss. I suppose you never want me to bother you again, then?
common_name: (years of frustration)

written; Joshua

[personal profile] common_name 2012-02-14 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, he has no idea. This is only the tip of the iceberg.

However, nothing about this is funny to her. She doesn't appreciate that he's changing the subject on her (even though that's a tactic she wouldn't be amiss to using herself). Whereas she had half a mind before, she's slowly drawing closer to just closing the journal right then and there. But she takes a pause as she looks at the words on the page. Really looks at them. Those days.... they weren't exactly pleasant. But they could've been worse. Much worse. He didn't have to do any of that for her. Could have easily shown her no mercy like so many she'd dealt with.

Truth of the matter is, she owes him her life. And that's the kind of thing that garners some respect.

There's a long pause this time. Really. Long. But, finally--]


Don't mention it to him.

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