the turth it no longer thrills me

[scinlae]

If your greatest enemy arrived here and you had a chance to make them pay for all that they have done, knowing that their death will only be temporary, would you do it? Would you take the chance? Or would you let them live?

[ It frustrates her, not knowing what to do now that he is here. On the one hand she wants to kill him, she wants to make him suffer; for lying to her, for poisoning her, for ruining every one of her plans. (It was him! It was always him!)

Yet on the other hand... on the other hand she doesn't, some lingering feelings want to forgive him. But can she? Does she have the capacity to forgive him after everything? ]

Could you forgive them? For all the harm they have caused to befall you? For all the loss and torment?

I find myself at a cross roads with no idea where to turn, however I want to pose these questions to you Paradisa.

What would you do?

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[reigne]

That would depend.

[A pause, and god, this is a loaded question. It encompasses so much. Her life in general, them, and while he doesn't know it- Merlin as well]

What is it you want to accomplish?

[scinlae]

[ What is it you want to accomplish?

She would laugh if it wasn't so distasteful, she would laugh something bitter and heartbreaking, but instead she sits expressionless as she stares at the page. What is it she wants to accomplish, she wonders? She wants so much, and everything she wants contradicts itself. ]

My wounds healed, and retribution for the one who inflicted them.