in and out || WRITTEN
May. 10th, 2013 04:54 amDear DIEary,
I lost a friend. Not an ally, not an asset, a friend. Though I'm not sure if I should be taking this lightly or if I should be mourning. Either way, the new found silence in the castle is making my mind go into over drive and it is NOT a pleasant experience.
No matter how many rats I stab, or how many birds I shoot to the ground, it's just not the same when someone's not there praising you for it.
I dunno, maybe I'm being spoiled since I was never praised back home...
It's the Devi situation all over again. But this time, I didn't attempt to kill the guy and I'm not attempting to kill myself...yet.
Fuck friendships, DIEary. I thought I was taking a nice step forward, but I'd rather take a step back. Back to a place where everything was peaceful and where I didn't have to worry about being...nice.
This is why I don't make friends.
I lost a friend. Not an ally, not an asset, a friend. Though I'm not sure if I should be taking this lightly or if I should be mourning. Either way, the new found silence in the castle is making my mind go into over drive and it is NOT a pleasant experience.
No matter how many rats I stab, or how many birds I shoot to the ground, it's just not the same when someone's not there praising you for it.
I dunno, maybe I'm being spoiled since I was never praised back home...
It's the Devi situation all over again. But this time, I didn't attempt to kill the guy and I'm not attempting to kill myself...yet.
Fuck friendships, DIEary. I thought I was taking a nice step forward, but I'd rather take a step back. Back to a place where everything was peaceful and where I didn't have to worry about being...nice.
This is why I don't make friends.