payback: (realize; grief I've caused.)
Rin "big feelings haver" Asano ([personal profile] payback) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2013-01-02 09:19 pm
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[People who care]

... Wow. I don't know how to say this, but... I think you all deserve to know anyway. And to hear it honestly.

I'm leaving for the dead zone. I know Zexion's out there and I'm going to join up with him. I'm going to see if between us maybe we can unearth some of the mysteries of this world. This might not be so long, but - it could be long term, too. Really long term.

I figure this is the best shot I've really got to finding out more about what makes this place tick. And for the longest time, well - the dead zone has the most interesting things. I'm excited to find out more about it.

... I love you all. Thank you for everything.

[Rin's rooms are about cleaned up now. She's selected some things she'll be leaving with Galadriel, and packed up plenty of other things she'll be taking, and chosen other things that will be passed on to remaining friends. There's some detritus left of things she can't take and isn't sure anyone wants and... maybe those things can just go out in the hall, for anyone who wants to pick up or for the ghosts to clear away.

What a weird feeling. She can break her life down into a room full of things, and yet it's so much more too.]


[Lightly.]

How's life, Paradisa?
originalcopy: (big damn hero shot)

Rin

[personal profile] originalcopy 2013-01-02 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe I'll see you out there some time.
Thanks you... for answering some questions for me.
originalcopy: (front-side)

Rin

[personal profile] originalcopy 2013-01-03 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Hey, he "cares" even if it is just about his ability to ask her questions. Which is pretty much as close to actually caring as he prefers to get.]
onlyanapple: (Yeah whatever)

Rin

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-02 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
...Are you insane?
onlyanapple: (The angel knows kung fu)

Rin

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-03 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
No. I shan't.

Why are you even considering this? What's the point?
onlyanapple: (Making shit Go Away)

Rin

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-05 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
You mean aside from the fact you might die out there? For good?
onlyanapple: (Making shit Go Away)

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-06 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I still think you're being ridiculous. But fine, whatever. Go.
onlyanapple: (Suuure)

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-07 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[He knows he shouldn't be blaming her for this, but there's a horrible feeling of abandonment that he can't just shake]

Don't be like what? I'm not being anything. You want to go, then go ahead and leave.
dupable: (John: Worry over your predicament)

Rin

[personal profile] dupable 2013-01-04 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
... You're leaving to live in the Dead Zone?
dupable: (pic#2152822)

Rin

[personal profile] dupable 2013-01-08 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ This sucks :( ]

I know! ... So does this mean you are going to still have your journal with you?
inafadingcrown: (the hobbit side view)

[personal profile] inafadingcrown 2013-01-04 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
[She's standing in the room, looking between the empty space and Rin's things, packed neatly away. She's not sure how to feel about this. It was strange- in a way, it felt something like seeing Celebrían off to Rivendell had. Except she knew what had awaited her daughter; knew that she would be safe.]

You know you will always have a place here with me. And if I may aid you in anyway, you need but tell me.
inafadingcrown: (maternal)

[personal profile] inafadingcrown 2013-01-05 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's no hesitation; Galadriel will embrace her without a second thought.]

And I you, dear one.
inafadingcrown: (Even the smallest person)

[personal profile] inafadingcrown 2013-01-06 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[It's hard for her too. ;; She pulls back from the hug and places a hand on Rin's cheek.]

It has been an honor. You are an extraordinary young woman and I count myself blessed to have grown so close to you. [She gives a sad little smile.] Promise me you will do nothing needlessly reckless?
inafadingcrown: (discussion)

[personal profile] inafadingcrown 2013-01-07 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
Do you? [She lowers her hand.] It was hardly necessary, you know.
inafadingcrown: (Even the smallest person)

[personal profile] inafadingcrown 2013-01-08 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
I do not mind in the least. [On the contrary, she's touched.] I would be glad to accept whatever you would offer me.
midget: (Speaking)

Rin

[personal profile] midget 2013-01-04 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
So you're leaving?
psych0p0mps: eyes closed sadly (♈ i still remember who you are)

Rin

[personal profile] psych0p0mps 2013-01-09 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[D: rin buddy................................

but... it's her decision, and aradia certainly can't blame her.]


ok
um
i will miss you
but thank you for saying goodbye
that is a luxury we dont have much around here
Edited 2013-01-09 21:13 (UTC)