payback: (realize; grief I've caused.)
Rin "big feelings haver" Asano ([personal profile] payback) wrote in [community profile] paradisa2013-01-02 09:19 pm
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[People who care]

... Wow. I don't know how to say this, but... I think you all deserve to know anyway. And to hear it honestly.

I'm leaving for the dead zone. I know Zexion's out there and I'm going to join up with him. I'm going to see if between us maybe we can unearth some of the mysteries of this world. This might not be so long, but - it could be long term, too. Really long term.

I figure this is the best shot I've really got to finding out more about what makes this place tick. And for the longest time, well - the dead zone has the most interesting things. I'm excited to find out more about it.

... I love you all. Thank you for everything.

[Rin's rooms are about cleaned up now. She's selected some things she'll be leaving with Galadriel, and packed up plenty of other things she'll be taking, and chosen other things that will be passed on to remaining friends. There's some detritus left of things she can't take and isn't sure anyone wants and... maybe those things can just go out in the hall, for anyone who wants to pick up or for the ghosts to clear away.

What a weird feeling. She can break her life down into a room full of things, and yet it's so much more too.]


[Lightly.]

How's life, Paradisa?
onlyanapple: (Making shit Go Away)

Rin

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-05 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
You mean aside from the fact you might die out there? For good?
onlyanapple: (Making shit Go Away)

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-06 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I still think you're being ridiculous. But fine, whatever. Go.
onlyanapple: (Suuure)

[personal profile] onlyanapple 2013-01-07 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[He knows he shouldn't be blaming her for this, but there's a horrible feeling of abandonment that he can't just shake]

Don't be like what? I'm not being anything. You want to go, then go ahead and leave.