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xxxvi λ winter
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January 28th.
In some ways, I feel as though I am a ship adrift at sea, or at least a boat lost in a maze of canals. I do not know how to navigate a relationship with a woman from the future. The customs that are difficult enough in friendship prove even more complicated now. I know how a man might dictate a relationship in my time, but Lana is entirely different. If I commanded her, she would likely just be angry with me, so I am letting her make all of the decisions… it is strange, to say the least, but there is little I can do, even if I feel I am being emasculated.
Put like that, it all sounds very dramatic, but it feels as though that is the only way I can express it. It is one thing to be friends with women from the future, that I enjoy very much, but it is somehow different to call one your "girlfriend." I am just not used to being at one woman's beck and call.
I want to be prepared for this, yet I still feel lost… but I am still determined to prove to Molotov and the rest of them that I can be with a single woman and respect her wishes.
(It would be easier, though, if I were not always consumed with... frustrations. She will not even allow me to taste her.)
And what else plagues my mind? The Borgia, of course, as always… I fear Lucrezia will sabotage my relationships, and am concerned about that Cesare has been planning. I dare not place too many thoughts to the page, lest I bring bad luck upon myself.
Then there is Tim, who is Stephanie's "ex-boyfriend" –– I have yet to meet him, but I look forward to it. A bit of sporting fun would do me good.
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----- Cesare Borgia -----
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Salute.
I'd like to invite you to dinner. Just men –– no fair ladies this time.
E. Auditore.
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Is it time for the snow to vanish into the ground yet? I hate snow. It is miserable to have to bundle oneself up like a Rossian just to go outdoors, and even more miserable to be indoors and wet in such heavy clothing.
Fuck winter, that is what I say.
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But there's snow!
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Awww yeah, onsen. She has no idea how this thing works, having only been in the area maybe once or twice before.]
Oooh, right. Separate sides. Cross over and the onsen gods shall make you pay.
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He chuckles.]
There is a wall separating the two inside, but if you go out far enough, you can mingle past the wall. I will see you there in a moment, hmm?
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[She goes to drop off her stuff and take off all her winter clothes. It's already uncomfortably warm in them, near the onsen. She has her super cute purple bathing suit on underneath.
And now it's a little chilly without layers, so she hurries to get into the water.]
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That purple bathing suit always stands out like a beacon, heralding the arrival of Stephanie.]
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[She's a little slower to get out there, piling her hair on the top of her head as she goes.
And, of course, she's totally unaware of what lurks beneath the surface of the water.]
It's nice, though. Good idea, Ezio.
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[He flicks a bit of water at her, sinking down to be shoulder-deep.]
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[Brat. She flicks some back at him, but then turns to survey the area.
Totally bringing the girls here. :') This would be awesome before ice cream and sleepovers.]
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[He chuckles.]
Not many people seem to, though...
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[Walking back is going to suck in the cold, but she'll worry about that later. She's still inspecting, going over into the men's side.]
At least we don't have to fight a crowd.
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[She comes back, and finds a spot to settle down.]
But if you really wanted all this space, I'm sure the castle could provide.
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[He settles down near her.]
I hate the public bathhouses in Italia, they are uncomfortable shared with so many people. But this warmth, with this spaciousness, with good company... that is all I need from the castle.
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Is that how Americans use middle names?
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What is yours, then?
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And you're pardoned.
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