Three Spoons {Dictation}

[cyan_maid]

[This entry is backdated to about midmorning on July 1st.]

[There are some dainty sniffles coming from the journal today, as if they came from someone who had just begun to recover from a cry, and not even the good kind of cry that makes you feel better. A couple cake batter fingerprints appear, and then are hastily wiped away. That only smudges the paper.]

Oh...I'm sorry about that, I...

[A pause. Jane blows her nose.]

I was...cleaning up a mess...in the kitchen. I'm really sorry about all of that batter...in the sink...that's my fault...!

[Oh sugar, her voice is cracking. Better make this quick.]

I think I'm...ready to admit to my loss...

{Filtered to - Anyone who confronted her about her loss}

All of you were right. I'm sorry I was so prickly about it before.

{Filtered to - Uru}

Would you still...let someone into the baking club even if they couldn't bake...?

Comments

Dictated

[imalwaysright]

[Oh uh... god, he really hates to hear people cry.]

Hey, do you need any help cleaning up? Cause I wouldn't mind coming down.

Dictated forever

[cyan_maid]

No...no, thank you...I'm taking care of it...

[She's not even letting the ghosts near this. It's her mess and she'll clean it up.]

[imalwaysright]

Are you sure? It's nice to have company when you're cleaning.

dictated

[selfless]

[:( this poor girl...] I-It's okay, you don't need to apologize.

Do you need any help?

Dictated forever~

[cyan_maid]

I feel awful though! So much batter and it's not even fit to bake...!

[Hiccup] N-no, no...it's alright, I've got it under control...

[selfless]

It's okay! I make messes all the time, everyone is always really understanding.

[this poor girl sounds so sad :(] Are you sure? I really don't mind.

[wagers]

[Here, have a Vriska. Surely she will make you feel better!]

I don't understand why you're crying or whatever-- it's not like everyone doesn't have a loss of their own to deal with!

[cyan_maid]

[Hey Vriska. Here's a sniffle.]

I know that...I know that.

It...doesn't make the loss hurt any less, though. You know?

[wagers]

[At least she feels you, bro.]

I guess, but it's like... okay, what're you going to do about it? You just kind of learn to work around it!

Dat filter forever

[whichwayyoulean]

[Awww Jane, there there. He'd give you a hug except you know, hermiting]

Wow, this baking thing is really important to you, isn't it?

Definitely.

[cyan_maid]

I grew up with baking all around me...o-of course it is...

[Hiccups and sniffles abound]

Jane

[amiable]

[ Instantly worried: ] Ah, of course! [ Actually, she's not very sure... but she doesn't want to deny a friend something like that. She'll have to speak to Colette. ]

Are you alright, Jane?

Uru forever

[cyan_maid]

Oh thank goodness...I'll do my best to help, I promise...[Jane sniffles a couple times. She was really looking forward to baking with others.]

I, um...I've been baking all morning, or well, I've been trying to, and...I-I can't...

[fantasies]

[wait no stop. She was nice, he doesn't like hearing her cry. :(]

Are you gonna be okay?

[cyan_maid]

[Aw, Henry, you're sweet.]

I...I think so. [Sniff.] I'm just a little sad right now.

/gently placeholds... and needs to attack our other thread

[rogueofheart]

[Dictated softly]

Are you okay?

Take all the time you need. :B

[cyan_maid]

[Ah, you caught her just as she blows her nose. Hang on a second.]

...Not really, no.

[rainbowed]

[Dictated! Kanaya's a bit alarmed.] Jane, do you need assistance in cleaning up?

[cyan_maid]

I, I think I've got it under control, Kanaya. Thank you for offering, though.

[Sniff.] It's just a bit of batter. Really.

[It's a little more than a 'bit', really.]

loss filter;

[formercheerio]

Don't worry about it. Losing something isn't nice.

Loss filter forever

[cyan_maid]

I just feel awful, though. I didn't listen to anyone and now all I've got to show for it is a big mess.

loss filter;

[walkinthruwalls]

Are you okay about that?

Loss filter forever

[cyan_maid]

Of course I'm not okay!

[Sniffles and more sniffles.]

I was a real horse's caboose about the whole situation and not only do I feel terrible about that, but now I've got a big mess on my hands because of my loss-

[She stops. Hiccups.]

I - I'm sorry, I really don't mean to blow up at anyone...

[whathedoves]

Miss Jane ... ?

It's Yuuya. We spoke at camp.

As you can see, there are many good-hearted individuals here! Are you feeling a bit better>

[cyan_maid]

[She's still a little sniffly, but she hasn't cried in a while.]

Oh! Hello Yuuya. Yes, I'm starting to feel a little better, thank you for asking.